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Survivor

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"I can't take this anymore." I cried 

"Kaiden..." Xavier reached out his hand towards me. 

I turned to face Xavier. The clothes stuck to his skin as we stood in the pouring rain. 

"So much shit has happened and I've tried to be happy but I can't! I can't fathom a life where I don't feel this pain everyday!" I gripped my soaking shirt over my heart. 

"We can work through this! You don't have to do this-"

"Yes I do." I said softly. 

"K-Kaiden wait!" Xavier yelled rushing towards me. 

I took a step back where my foot met nothing but air. I smiled at Xavier as he ran towards me.  

"I love you..."

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Short story kinda long chapters . Just a quick warning, I promise you it's not what it seems, the plot twist is something you will never imagine, I want to see you try and guess what will happen , no cheating. Try to guess , I promise you you'll never be able to predict what happens. ___________________________________________ ↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓ When you're a kid normally you'd have a childhood best friend, or a childhood girlfriend or boyfriend or just a childhood friend. But my childhood was different, cause unlike most people I had a childhood enemy, rival. Yeah.... I wish I was kidding but I'm not . Ever since I learned how to walk and talk I was taught to hate this one guy , Damian.