Fading Back
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Last published Mon, Jul 1, 2019
Evelyn has been living her life under the rules of an eating disorder. Ever since she was fifteen it has always been this way. Don't eat. Starve. Don't eat. Be skinny. Don't eat. Stay in control. But now, two relapses and four years later she's decided that she's tired of constantly being at the fingertips of her anorexia.
She wants to take back her life. But after being kicked out of her house by her emotionally abusive mother, she is forced to go live elsewhere. With no money, no job, and a deadly illness she has nowhere to go.
Will she stay homeless and never find true recovery? Or will she finally regain happiness in her life? Please read this story at your own risk as it can be triggering.
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