Lie to Me

No one ever tells you how much heartbreak hurts until you're standing on the corner crying and contemplating all of your life decisions. You beat yourself up so hard and wonder what should be and what could've been. But then you also say a big screw you to the guys in your life that did you wrong. I'm not bitter or anything though, don't worry. Even though the pain is too much and sometimes I just wish he would've lied to me and told me he still loved me. I wonder how that could've gone?

Of course I don't mean love. Well, not technically. Sometimes the biggest heartbreak comes from someone you thought you could count on the most. Sometimes it's someone who messed with your head so much that you can't let them go. No feeling of closure and a constant mind battle.

When you're dealt a bad hand like mine, and situations happen that puts life into perspective, lying doesn't sound all that bad now, does it?