Death's Diary
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Last published Fri, May 15, 2015
When your slipping from the grasp of life, into the comfort of death, you start to wonder why you stayed so long. Why the pain was endoured, when the pleasure was nonexistent. I'd rather silence than these sounds, rather death than this life.
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