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Saving Eli

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Reads 144,015
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Parts 56
Time 10h 6m

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Elijah Hastings was that brooding mystery that most persons adored but never thought to solve. He was loved and feared all at the same time.

 He seemed to have the perfect life but then again, no one truly knew him so I'd guess that was an assumption. And I'd guess the next big assumption was to think that he wasn't suicidal because it turns out he was.

And my biggest assumption yet, you make ask? To think he was easy to befriend.

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Warning:
This story deals with suicide, abuse, drug usage and rape. It contains some amount of indecent language as well.All Rights Reserved

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