Lilies and Lies
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A peek behind the inner workings of my mind.
A chance for me to write without the pressure of writing a full novel.
Take them however you wish.
Poem #1: "Lilies and Lies"
Poem #2: "R h y t h m"
Poem #3: "A Day at the Theatre"
Poem #4: "A Poem to My Mom"
Poem #5: "Band-aids and False Hope"
Poem #6: "Always Do"
Poem #7: "Falling"
Poem #8: "Snail Stuck"
Poem #9: "Until You Stable, There's No Room at the Table"
Poem #10: "Bye Bye, Stimuli"
Poem #11: "Shattered Healing"
Poem #12: "More Lives"
Poem #13: "Met Them, I"
Poem #14: "Met Them, II"
Poem #15: "I Don't Know You"
Poem #16: "Great Life"
Poem #17: "Bye"
Poem #18: "Too Serious"
Poem #19: "Universal"
Poem #20: ""You""
Poem #21: "Read"
Poem #22: "Left Holding the Bag"
Poem #23: "I'm"
Poem #24: "A Mess"
Poem #25: "Penchant for Reticence"
Poem #26: "Better Alone"
Poem #27: "To My Knees"
Poem #28: "I Was a Kid. I Am a Kid."
Poem #29: "No Rhythm"
Poem #30: "Not On My End"
Poem #31: "Ignition"
Poem #32: "Internal Musings"
Poem #33: "Back"
Poem #34: ""Mature""
Poem #35: "Hellish"
Poem #36: "Care"
New poems most likely coming soon.
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