The Life of Maxxie Howard

Hi there, my name is Maxxie; I am a socially awkward, seventeen year old. I surround myself with wonderful bands and music because I can't bring myself to think about anything else and I completely and utterly in love with my ex-best friend Todd whom up until recently was my neighbour. I am writing to you because I know you are the only one who will understand. A complete and utter stranger. This is my story about my unfortunate life and my ignorance and obliviousness to how I could have been happy if I stopped pretending, but being the stuck up person I am I didn't really give it a chance. My psychiatrist thinks that writing it all out will make it easy for me to understand what really happened although I still am in shock, but I want to make others understand how I am feeling as well. I think it is best if I start from when I was oblivious to my feelings. I will try not to miss anything out, so let's rewind back to the beginning.