Unstable

Confusion , the most known feeling that's been felt by most lost souls , that's what I was feeling right know , confusion. The thoughts in my head dancing roughly around my brain , I knew u had to make the decision but I was too scared and I officially knew what of , I was scared of been alone , I despised and was terrified of it , he understood me like no one else ever would and that's why I couldn't break it off , I knew I needed to but I didn't have enough mental strength in me to do , I was weak mentally and physically. Picking my head up of my pillow I grab my phone and place my index finger on the finger Print sensor unlocking it , I click on the little grebe mobile symbol then click on his name , I place the phone up to my ear firmly and listen to the quiet ringing tone . I was finally ready to break it off after a year and 2 months I had managed to keep holding on for that long and I was finally ready to do it to face it .