hoping to not wake up

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Last published Sun, Jul 29, 2018

Summary: highschool pastel!Dan/punk!Phil. Phil and Dan are in the same year. Dan is depressed and Phil finds out during gym. Triggers: self harm, suicide, depression.

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10:05 ~ Phan Highschool AU

Phil is bullied by everyone, or so he thinks. Other fandoms in this fan fiction: fall out boy, muse... trigger warnings: depression, suicidal thoughts/ actions, self harm, bulimia, anorexia

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