Why did she?

Hi my name is, actually you know what? I won't tell you my real name, I don't want to meet you and have it be super awkward, because, well, it's always awkward. So for the purpose of this, my name will be Sam. Why Sam you ask? I don't know. I know a few Sams and last time I checked, I like all of them. It's a pretty well rounded name. Oh how to begin? This will be a story that shakes you, it's a story of finding that love, not the relationship kind but the friend kind, the kind that truly lasts forever, except for here, this is a story of finding that love and losing it, and the pain, oh the pain, the loss causes. Of always wanted to tell this story, and I think this is the perfect way to begin it.