Thoughts And Reflections: What Goes On Outside The Screen

As you can tell from the title, this is a collection of short stories written in first-person. All of my thoughts, the underlying forces and beings that I could never describe in speech are contained here. Viewer discretion is much advised. Some of these chapters may be very dark, filled with things you might not want to hear, but I must write them, otherwise they are lost forever.
These stories may be written in different formats. Some might be written as a formal journal entry, others might read like fiction. All of this is nonfiction, either literally or metaphorically. The ficticious stories usually portray what goes on inside my head, while the journal entries usually portray what happens in my life. Every story is significant in its own way, usually covering a topic, emotion, or life event. Some pieces of poetry may also be included. However, it is not your job to deduce what this means to me. Find your own meaning in these stories.
Lastly, I am writing this because I need fuel for my autobiography. I have come to a dead end in writing it; I don't know where else to go. I was never really good at stringing little pieces together to make larger stories, because I feared the inevitable plot-holes that would arise from it. I hope that this can help with that.
So, without further adieu, let's jump right in, and observe what happens to the boy outside of the screen, shall we?