Forgotten Angel (Lams- Hamilton Fanfic)

"Why am I always last to know everything!?" Laurens screamed in his face. "Why am I the forgotten one?!"

The revolutionary war was won, and just like that, everyone went home. Alexander found out about Eliza cheating, and so he was only in the marriage for Philip. John Laurens went home to an empty house, like always. After all, he was always alone in everything.

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YEAH OKAY HAMILTON FANFIC TIME! Its gonna be Lams, obviously. (Laurens x Hamilton) So no ones dead, not even Philip. Alex and John and everyone else won the war without getting hurt!!! NO LAURENS INTERLUDE HERE-
Okay anyway.
This is gonna be gay, and I have a few trigger warnings: (Yaaaay)

***WARNINGS***
-Mentions of suicide
-Gore
-Abuse
-Mentions of anxiety
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Suggestions: I would not read this if you can't stomach gore AND bloody stuff. I mean, you can read it if ya want, but don't blame me if you flip out. I would not read this if you don't support the LGBTQ+ community.
Kay, I love you all ❤