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shade 31 || l.s.

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His life, as it seemed, ended with a car crash. He was an amazing painter and now has an extreme tremor and new found addiction to alcohol. It felt as though his life was over. That is, until a new addition to group therapy, with icy blue eyes, shows him that life continues after something dies.
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this story will be full of mentions of mental health, depression, anxiety, alcoholism, suicide, and self harm. if any of those are a trigger for you, please consider not reading. i will not be putting warnings before any of the chapters. 
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darby :)

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Prince Not-So-Charming And His Tipsy Princess (l.s) by zeetheshipper

"...You and I are never going to go anywhere farther than this right here. You with a glass in front of you, me behind the bar. You're the customer, I'm the bartender... That's all this is." "Why are you doing this?" "Doing what?" "Hurting me." Louis hadn't expected that and he certainly hadn't expected Harry to cry, either. From the annoyance in Harry's eyes and his furrowed brows, he hadn't expected tears either but there they were. He stared at the lad crying, wishing he could help him understand and wishing he could understand himself. Before he could reach out to him, Harry was off the stool, the air around them tense. Louis Tomlinson is an English major who takes on a bartending job for extra cash. Harry Styles is an outgoing patron who makes his way to that very bar every night to drink away his troubles. What happens when the bubbly, dedicated drunk meets the sexy new bartender who is too detached to make conversation with most? Everyone's got their secrets but tipsy nights at the bar bring the two closer together than either ever expected. This book is ✨COMPLETED✨ PSA: This book is fictional. I'm not assuming anything about anybody's sexual orientation or relationships or genders, it's just smth I'm writing for fun, okie? Okie. Just needed to clarify that for the sake of my own sanity lmao

I'm Trying •• Larry Stylinson•• by onedloverHLLNZ

Louis Tomlinson, 30, is dealing with the hurt from a past relationship with Harry Styles, a 20-year-old college student who has problems with drinking and drugs. They meet at bars and after a one-night stand, things start to grow between them. But Harry's alcohol issues and forgetfulness about their dates end up pushing Louis away, and they break up. Five months later, Louis has moved on and is talking to Zayn Malik, while Harry has cleaned up his act, quit drinking with help from his friend Niall, and started working at a restaurant. They run into each other, and even though they're not rushing anything, they start talking again and rebuilding their friendship. Slowly, they get closer, learning more about each other and fixing the mistakes from their past. They find a new way to be together, this time focusing on patience and understanding, realizing that love doesn't need to be perfect to be real.

Under Coloured Trees || Larry Stylinson by mrtambourineman

[COMPLETED] "I don't believe that you exist but there's a wonderful fragrance in the air" For Louis, going to university was an escape. An escape from the shadows and the deafening noise that haunts his nightmares. An escape from the past. What he wasn't expecting to find there was a mirror in the shape of sparkly green. He wasn't expecting to find a way out of himself. Harry never thought that those things that make you lose control and let go of the guilt could be those that he longed for the most. Neither of them was expecting to be saved... *** TW: mentions of death, self harm and mentions of suicide (NOT descriptive) *** Playlist for Under Coloured Trees: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5XfAxKisGHFWJMx2KsDUMY?si=eyRcnBg7TLGg31RHGHd2Qg&utm_source=copy-link ...or "Under Coloured Trees" by A Bell Jar Finished April 2022 YOU CAN ALSO FIND ME AND THIS STORY ON AO3 :)

Too Young by larrylovescarrots_

Harry's struggling with anxiety and depression, and Louis' trying his best to help the love of his life. Their relationship is tested when Harry's mental illnesses get the best of him. (tw// self harm, alcohol, talk of suicide)

Bells for Harry [Larry Stylinson] by grapejuicegreen

When tragedy strikes in teenage Louis Tomlinson's life, his friend Harry's family takes him in as one of their own. They grow up as best friends, until everything changes with Harry becoming withdrawn and angry. When Louis starts believing that something is wrong, people around him dismiss his worries. Years pass without them speaking anymore, but when Louis runs into Harry by chance one day, he decides not to give up and to find out the truth, uncovering traumatic and disturbing events. "I'm surprised, you're really good, I didn't feel bored at all." (A straight guy I met on the internet after reading this) Thank you to my amazing beta readers Zee (@savedbyalou on Twitter) and Seb's, and Sharyn28 (@sharyn2828 on Twitter) who made the cover for me!

A New Day Has Come || l.s. by CuriousKat

Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be. His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?" He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever? He made up his mind once the boys found out...

September Snow • Larry Stylinson by loveloudlarry

It's been one year since Louis committed suicide, leaving Harry broken and completely depressed. He doesn't dare go outside and has no intentions of socializing with anyone ever again. His best friend, Niall, is left to help pick up the pieces of this never ending mess. Will Harry realize that there's more to life than torturing himself over the past?

Will it ever end? - A Larry Stylinson Story by leahn949

*CREDIT TO THE ARTIST OF THE FAN ART* A young, quiet, anxious, epileptic Louis Tomlinson continuously has bruises forming on his body. Unfortunately, it's his boyfriend Jake causing this and he is harming Louis in more ways than just physical. Louis' friends secretly keep in touch with him, as Jake is very controlling and doesn't let him have any outside physical contact with people. Will Louis be able to escape this nightmare with the help of his friends, or will he have to suffer the consequences of his abusive boyfriend for the rest of his life? Will it ever end?

better luck next time l.s. by wxtching_the_clouds

ʟᴀʀʀʏ sᴛʏʟɪɴsᴏɴ ⋙ "Do you think I chose to be this way?" "Yes, at one point you chose it, because it was easier than being confronted with the reality." ⋘ ◈ We live in a world where we have to pretend to be somebody else. Where we have to act like we are fine. The society wants us to be perfect. Some people break under the pressure, trying to fix themselves with drugs, but that only makes their life fall apart... ◈ [TW: Drugs/Depression]

Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

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"...You and I are never going to go anywhere farther than this right here. You with a glass in front of you, me behind the bar. You're the customer, I'm the bartender... That's all this is." "Why are you doing this?" "Doing what?" "Hurting me." Louis hadn't expected that and he certainly hadn't expected Harry to cry, either. From the annoyance in Harry's eyes and his furrowed brows, he hadn't expected tears either but there they were. He stared at the lad crying, wishing he could help him understand and wishing he could understand himself. Before he could reach out to him, Harry was off the stool, the air around them tense. Louis Tomlinson is an English major who takes on a bartending job for extra cash. Harry Styles is an outgoing patron who makes his way to that very bar every night to drink away his troubles. What happens when the bubbly, dedicated drunk meets the sexy new bartender who is too detached to make conversation with most? Everyone's got their secrets but tipsy nights at the bar bring the two closer together than either ever expected. This book is ✨COMPLETED✨ PSA: This book is fictional. I'm not assuming anything about anybody's sexual orientation or relationships or genders, it's just smth I'm writing for fun, okie? Okie. Just needed to clarify that for the sake of my own sanity lmao