shade 31 || l.s.
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Last published Sat, May 2, 2020
His life, as it seemed, ended with a car crash. He was an amazing painter and now has an extreme tremor and new found addiction to alcohol. It felt as though his life was over. That is, until a new addition to group therapy, with icy blue eyes, shows him that life continues after something dies.
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this story will be full of mentions of mental health, depression, anxiety, alcoholism, suicide, and self harm. if any of those are a trigger for you, please consider not reading. i will not be putting warnings before any of the chapters.
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