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shade 31 || l.s.

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His life, as it seemed, ended with a car crash. He was an amazing painter and now has an extreme tremor and new found addiction to alcohol. It felt as though his life was over. That is, until a new addition to group therapy, with icy blue eyes, shows him that life continues after something dies.
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this story will be full of mentions of mental health, depression, anxiety, alcoholism, suicide, and self harm. if any of those are a trigger for you, please consider not reading. i will not be putting warnings before any of the chapters. 
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darby :)

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Harry's struggling with anxiety and depression, and Louis' trying his best to help the love of his life. Their relationship is tested when Harry's mental illnesses get the best of him. (tw// self harm, alcohol, talk of suicide)

Prince Not-So-Charming And His Tipsy Princess (l.s) by zeetheshipper

"...You and I are never going to go anywhere farther than this right here. You with a glass in front of you, me behind the bar. You're the customer, I'm the bartender... That's all this is." "Why are you doing this?" "Doing what?" "Hurting me." Louis hadn't expected that and he certainly hadn't expected Harry to cry, either. From the annoyance in Harry's eyes and his furrowed brows, he hadn't expected tears either but there they were. He stared at the lad crying, wishing he could help him understand and wishing he could understand himself. Before he could reach out to him, Harry was off the stool, the air around them tense. Louis Tomlinson is an English major who takes on a bartending job for extra cash. Harry Styles is an outgoing patron who makes his way to that very bar every night to drink away his troubles. What happens when the bubbly, dedicated drunk meets the sexy new bartender who is too detached to make conversation with most? Everyone's got their secrets but tipsy nights at the bar bring the two closer together than either ever expected. This book is ✨COMPLETED✨ PSA: This book is fictional. I'm not assuming anything about anybody's sexual orientation or relationships or genders, it's just smth I'm writing for fun, okie? Okie. Just needed to clarify that for the sake of my own sanity lmao

September Snow • Larry Stylinson by loveloudlarry

It's been one year since Louis committed suicide, leaving Harry broken and completely depressed. He doesn't dare go outside and has no intentions of socializing with anyone ever again. His best friend, Niall, is left to help pick up the pieces of this never ending mess. Will Harry realize that there's more to life than torturing himself over the past?

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Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

Will it ever end? - A Larry Stylinson Story by leahn949

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Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be. His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?" He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever? He made up his mind once the boys found out...

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