GUARDING HIS SOUL
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  • Parts 22
  • Time 3h 14m
Ongoing, First published Jul 29, 2018
"You played with me! You planned your marriage behind my back and showed me that you were not interested. I haven't seen anybody as cunning as you Khadeer." She fumed at him. 

"Please try to understand. I haven't done anything of that sort. I really don't want to get married. I don't know how to prov... " Khadeer appealed to her but his words got cut by her voice. 

"You know what?" He stared at her blank. 

"I could have easily stopped you from getting married if I wanted it. But I didn't. I didn't! You want to know why?" smirking at him, she giggled. Khadeer was shaken by watching her. 

"Because now I have changed my mind. I changed my mind as I want to make your life a living hell. I want to see you suffer, even more. I want to make you death alive Khadeer. I want you to get married as soon as possible. You were the one who wanted it so badly? Say? So let me help you now!" 

The floor seemed to swayed under Khadeer's feet. The pain in his heart was unbearable. His eyesight became blurry. He was sweating and trembling in fear. Khadeer laid his head in his hands, holding it tight to stop the thoughts that were running inside his head. He was screaming in pain, crying on his life. Why him... every single time? Why him? He groaned. 

Khadeer was thrown in havoc and from it, there was not even the slightest bit of chance for his escape. He can't get married and ruin someone else's life. He cannot! He didn't know what should be done? He wanted to stop all of it, at once. There was no more power left in him to fight with the upcoming tornado. He wanted to end everything. He was on the verge of giving up on his life! 


     ~ He loved her beyond infinity though, circumstances made them fall apart however faith tired their hearts, but things always get complicated because of his inevitable past ~


GUARDING HIS SOUL: A book filled with a blissful journey of true love, life, lessons, heartbreak, trust, betrayal, separation and mistakes. 



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Ayzal's patience snapped as she poked him hard in the chest. "What have I done to deserve this?" Her voice shook with a mix of anger and hurt. He stayed silent, his eyes avoiding hers, hands stuffed in his pockets. She yanked him closer, her breath hot against his face. "I need to know why you have been shutting me out. For months, I have felt invisible to you. Don't I mean anything?" Her tears began to flow freely, and she wiped them away with frustration. "If it is too hard for you to be with me, then just say it. I can't keep living like this, feeling abandoned. Please, if you don't want me, let me go." With a final, sorrowful push, she stepped back. --- In the heart of a timeless romance, two souls were bound by a sacred promise, destined to be together forever. Yet, fate had other plans. One soul, once vibrant and full of love, now wanders through an endless void, aching for its missing half. The other, left shattered and heartbroken, mourns the loss of the one who completed his world. Their story, entwined by fate and love, becomes a poignant testament to the eternal bond they share-a bond that defies time and distance, and promises a reunion that will heal their broken hearts and restore their shared eternity.