GUARDING HIS SOUL
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Ongoing, First published Jul 29, 2018
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"You played with me! You planned your marriage behind my back and showed me that you were not interested. I haven't seen anybody as cunning as you Khadeer." She fumed at him. 

"Please try to understand. I haven't done anything of that sort. I really don't want to get married. I don't know how to prov... " Khadeer appealed to her but his words got cut by her voice. 

"You know what?" He stared at her blank. 

"I could have easily stopped you from getting married if I wanted it. But I didn't. I didn't! You want to know why?" smirking at him, she giggled. Khadeer was shaken by watching her. 

"Because now I have changed my mind. I changed my mind as I want to make your life a living hell. I want to see you suffer, even more. I want to make you death alive Khadeer. I want you to get married as soon as possible. You were the one who wanted it so badly? Say? So let me help you now!" 

The floor seemed to swayed under Khadeer's feet. The pain in his heart was unbearable. His eyesight became blurry. He was sweating and trembling in fear. Khadeer laid his head in his hands, holding it tight to stop the thoughts that were running inside his head. He was screaming in pain, crying on his life. Why him... every single time? Why him? He groaned. 

Khadeer was thrown in havoc and from it, there was not even the slightest bit of chance for his escape. He can't get married and ruin someone else's life. He cannot! He didn't know what should be done? He wanted to stop all of it, at once. There was no more power left in him to fight with the upcoming tornado. He wanted to end everything. He was on the verge of giving up on his life! 


     ~ He loved her beyond infinity though, circumstances made them fall apart however faith tired their hearts, but things always get complicated because of his inevitable past ~


GUARDING HIS SOUL: A book filled with a blissful journey of true love, life, lessons, heartbreak, trust, betrayal, separation and mistakes. 



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His selfish love

6 parts Ongoing

"Lea... leave me" I stuttered taking a step back. "How can I leave you?" he said coming closer to me. "You li..lied to me," I said continued taking a step back. Fearing this man who was standing in front of me. "Amna.. love, don't do this... Come here" he said softly. But I shook my head. "You are a monster" I whisper and hit my back with the wall. He stood in front of me. "I'm your husband," he said as matter of fact. "Your not the one whom I loved and married," I said and put my hands on his chest to make some distance. "We should talk about this in the morning.." He paused and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. "Now shall we continue what we started before I had to leave," he said with a smirk. Coming closer to my face. "Don't touch me" I hissed and he held me tightly. "Today our wedding night love, and you have no idea how much I longed for this day.. so no one can stop me now," he said and crashed his lips on me. I can't believe I love this man. No! I didn't love this man. I love my Armaan. Who was a kind and loving caring person. But this man was a cruel heartless man. And I hate him. He moved back and look at me angrily. "My love.. you have to respond," he said angrily. Unzipping my dress. *********** Amna Kareem a beautiful bubbly confident 21 years old girl. Her parents and her brothers love her way too much. She is the princess of their house. Doll made with glasses. She hated violence. Armaan Akbar. A 26 years criminal secret mafia boss. Everyone knows and fears him to the core by his name but no one sees his face as the mafia. He lives away from his family but he loved them he has an elder brother Sameer whom he loves and respects way too much. Amna and Armaan did love marriage. Before marriage, Armaan disguised himself as a kind and loving person in front of Amna. Now Armaan will do anything to keep Amna with him cause he loves her. Now let's see what will he do for his selfish love. And... His selfish revenge.

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