GUARDING HIS SOUL
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"You played with me! You planned your marriage behind my back and showed me that you were not interested. I haven't seen anybody as cunning as you Khadeer." She fumed at him.
"Please try to understand. I haven't done anything of that sort. I really don't want to get married. I don't know how to prov... " Khadeer appealed to her but his words got cut by her voice.
"You know what?" He stared at her blank.
"I could have easily stopped you from getting married if I wanted it. But I didn't. I didn't! You want to know why?" smirking at him, she giggled. Khadeer was shaken by watching her.
"Because now I have changed my mind. I changed my mind as I want to make your life a living hell. I want to see you suffer, even more. I want to make you death alive Khadeer. I want you to get married as soon as possible. You were the one who wanted it so badly? Say? So let me help you now!"
The floor seemed to swayed under Khadeer's feet. The pain in his heart was unbearable. His eyesight became blurry. He was sweating and trembling in fear. Khadeer laid his head in his hands, holding it tight to stop the thoughts that were running inside his head. He was screaming in pain, crying on his life. Why him... every single time? Why him? He groaned.
Khadeer was thrown in havoc and from it, there was not even the slightest bit of chance for his escape. He can't get married and ruin someone else's life. He cannot! He didn't know what should be done? He wanted to stop all of it, at once. There was no more power left in him to fight with the upcoming tornado. He wanted to end everything. He was on the verge of giving up on his life!
~ He loved her beyond infinity though, circumstances made them fall apart however faith tired their hearts, but things always get complicated because of his inevitable past ~
GUARDING HIS SOUL: A book filled with a blissful journey of true love, life, lessons, heartbreak, trust, betrayal, separation and mistakes.
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