Sadness

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Parts 161
Time 6h 23m

Just some of my writing when I feel depressed and suicidalAll Rights Reserved

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Love, life sadness, misery, confusion
Sun, Jul 29, 2018
Unfull-filling
Sun, Jul 29, 2018
On a good day...
Sun, Jul 29, 2018
Where have my feelings gone?
Thu, Aug 2, 2018
Done
Sat, Aug 4, 2018
I want to disappear
Sat, Aug 4, 2018
I'm lost again
Sun, Aug 5, 2018
Things don't get better
Mon, Aug 6, 2018
I'm really sorry
Mon, Aug 6, 2018
It's hard
Mon, Aug 6, 2018
11 years of wanting to die
Tue, Aug 7, 2018
I can't stop my mental illness please help me
Wed, Aug 8, 2018
Dear anyone who will listen
Thu, Aug 9, 2018
What I know about trying
Fri, Aug 10, 2018
Things haven't been going well at all...
Fri, Aug 10, 2018
Beautiful & Destructive mind
Fri, Aug 10, 2018
The end feels near more than ever
Sat, Aug 11, 2018
I am trying to get help, it just takes so long
Sat, Aug 11, 2018
Can't find a reason to live
Sat, Aug 11, 2018
I am my worst enemy
Sun, Aug 12, 2018
My secret
Sun, Aug 12, 2018
It has to be done tonight
Sun, Aug 12, 2018
I don't know what to do with myself
Sun, Aug 12, 2018
No one cares
Sun, Aug 12, 2018
I don't want to see a new day
Mon, Aug 13, 2018
Suicide is the only thought that fills me with life
Mon, Aug 13, 2018
I can't escape myself, so now what?
Mon, Aug 13, 2018
Struggling to get my life together
Mon, Aug 13, 2018
On a downward spiral
Tue, Aug 14, 2018
Tired of everything
Tue, Aug 14, 2018
I'm living a nightmare again
Thu, Aug 16, 2018
Everything's shit
Thu, Aug 16, 2018
Still in pain
Fri, Aug 17, 2018
On the verge of giving up
Fri, Aug 17, 2018
Hello, world
Sun, Aug 19, 2018
When I'm alone
Sun, Aug 19, 2018
I want it to end
Mon, Aug 20, 2018
I'm not really better
Mon, Aug 20, 2018
Is this where it ends
Mon, Aug 20, 2018
Breaking point
Mon, Aug 20, 2018
Irrationality in a Nutshell
Wed, Aug 22, 2018
I'm just so tired
Thu, Aug 23, 2018
Dazed and confused
Thu, Aug 23, 2018
No one cares what I have to say
Thu, Aug 23, 2018
I give up
Thu, Aug 23, 2018
Why do I feel like dying inside?
Thu, Aug 23, 2018
Trapped
Thu, Aug 23, 2018
Useless
Fri, Aug 24, 2018
When will I be happy again?
Sat, Aug 25, 2018
Kill me
Sat, Aug 25, 2018
To be understood
Sat, Aug 25, 2018
If I die would anyone miss me?
Sat, Aug 25, 2018
A world of nothing
Sun, Aug 26, 2018
I'm lonely & frustrated
Wed, Aug 29, 2018
Hope. Loss. Exhaustion.
Wed, Aug 29, 2018
I don't know
Tue, Sep 4, 2018
When will I learn?
Wed, Sep 5, 2018
I'm stupid
Wed, Sep 5, 2018
The Lonely Soul
Thu, Sep 6, 2018
A sign
Thu, Sep 6, 2018
It never really ends
Thu, Sep 6, 2018
A life not worth living
Fri, Sep 7, 2018
He's my everything
Sun, Sep 9, 2018
My suicide
Mon, Oct 8, 2018
To die or Not to die
Mon, Oct 8, 2018
I'm just tired of life
Mon, Oct 8, 2018
They say it gets better
Tue, Oct 9, 2018
Where I'm at now
Tue, Oct 9, 2018
My only reason
Wed, Oct 10, 2018
Waiting for fate to kill me
Wed, Oct 31, 2018
Who am I?
Thu, Nov 8, 2018
Tired is the best description at this point
Mon, Nov 19, 2018
What do you do when you've lost all hope?
Sun, Nov 25, 2018
Constant feeling of loneliness
Wed, Nov 28, 2018
It's a matter of time
Tue, Dec 11, 2018
An endless cycle
Thu, Dec 13, 2018
Slow descent into madness
Fri, Dec 14, 2018
Fuck Human Nature, and Life
Sat, Dec 15, 2018
The path that I call my life
Sat, Dec 22, 2018
How to deal with dumbfucks in your daily life
Sun, Dec 23, 2018
Nothing to Lose
Mon, Dec 24, 2018
Tired but outwardly functional
Tue, Dec 25, 2018
The Downward Crash Continues
Wed, Dec 26, 2018
I know nobody likes to hear this but...
Thu, Dec 27, 2018
Putting a lot of effort into this
Fri, Dec 28, 2018
I hate this
Sat, Dec 29, 2018
Let me just let it all out
Sun, Dec 30, 2018
I want to go but I really don't...
Mon, Dec 31, 2018
Happy new year
Wed, Jan 2, 2019
Almost
Thu, Jan 3, 2019
The funniest Joke, The second Installment of my Worthless Existence
Thu, Jan 3, 2019
Running thoughts
Mon, Jan 7, 2019
My early years
Sat, Jan 12, 2019
What I understand now
Sun, Jan 20, 2019
Battle wounds
Sun, Jan 20, 2019
Life feels off
Mon, Jan 21, 2019
Some pain is worse than other pain
Sun, Jan 27, 2019
I just don't want to have to try anymore
Thu, Feb 7, 2019
Light and darkness
Sat, Feb 9, 2019
Now I lay me...
Sat, Feb 9, 2019
Why go on?
Sat, Feb 9, 2019
Will it be me against the world?
Tue, Feb 12, 2019
Pretty fucked up
Mon, Feb 18, 2019
Communication broken
Fri, Sep 27, 2019
Dying alive?
Sat, Sep 28, 2019
I was nothing but their hostage
Sat, Sep 28, 2019
Do you know?
Tue, Oct 1, 2019
The Art of Letting Go
Tue, Oct 1, 2019
The Highlife Lowlife
Tue, Oct 1, 2019
It's funny
Wed, Oct 2, 2019
Numb
Wed, Oct 2, 2019
On the verge
Wed, Oct 2, 2019
To regain the joy I never held
Thu, Oct 10, 2019
We're not getting better
Mon, Oct 14, 2019
Childhood Ruined
Mon, Oct 14, 2019
Stupid life, Stupid girl
Thu, Oct 17, 2019
Abysmal Brute
Sun, Oct 20, 2019
Vortex
Sun, Oct 20, 2019
Last Night.
Sun, Oct 20, 2019
Can you feel it?
Mon, Oct 21, 2019
The End is Closer
Tue, Oct 22, 2019
Isn't it funny?
Wed, Oct 23, 2019
Hopefully, a Suicide
Mon, Oct 28, 2019
No reason for me to be here
Tue, Oct 29, 2019
Happy Halloween
Fri, Nov 1, 2019
Hopelessly and/or depressingly misguided regarding human affection.
Sun, Nov 3, 2019
The Deliverance
Wed, Nov 6, 2019
Anger
Wed, Nov 6, 2019
I'm tired
Wed, Nov 6, 2019
Dream or reality?
Sun, Nov 10, 2019
I just feel so tired of living
Tue, Nov 12, 2019
Ranting to the void
Sat, Nov 16, 2019
Why bother continuing?
Sat, Nov 23, 2019
I don't know what to do, suicide might be my only option
Mon, Nov 25, 2019
Committing and some tone to find
Tue, Nov 26, 2019
If you're depressed or want to kill yourself
Wed, Nov 27, 2019
How do you explain?
Mon, Jul 20, 2020
Agree to disagree
Mon, Jul 20, 2020
The Monster Was Never Under the Bed
Mon, Jul 20, 2020
Life
Tue, Jul 21, 2020
Keep doubting
Thu, Jul 23, 2020
It's been a while.
Fri, Jul 31, 2020
Tired of it
Tue, Aug 4, 2020
Methods
Thu, Aug 6, 2020
I'm hurting inside. I just want to be free
Fri, Aug 7, 2020
I feel more commited to the idea now more than ever, it's kind of scary...
Sat, Aug 8, 2020
When the Mask Comes Off
Fri, Aug 14, 2020
Is there even a point?
Fri, Aug 14, 2020
Don't Know What To Do.
Thu, Aug 27, 2020
Rage
Mon, Aug 31, 2020
Today
Mon, Aug 31, 2020
Sinking
Mon, Aug 31, 2020
I don't even know
Mon, Aug 31, 2020
At that age
Mon, Aug 31, 2020
Faded obscurity
Mon, Aug 31, 2020
My attempted suicide story
Wed, Sep 2, 2020
The Feeling In My Stomach Has Nested There
Wed, Sep 2, 2020
Whittling Away
Wed, Sep 2, 2020
It's Easier To Sleep
Fri, Sep 11, 2020
We die, so liars don't have to
Mon, Sep 14, 2020
none in particular
Mon, Sep 14, 2020

161 parts

It's Easier To Sleep
Fri, Sep 11, 2020
We die, so liars don't have to
Mon, Sep 14, 2020
none in particular
Mon, Sep 14, 2020

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