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Complete, First published Jul 29, 2018
Unbearable pain that is expressed and acknowledged becomes bearable. But people who have suffered from BPD received no such responses in their childhood. Therefore, they are stuck in the past, trying to elicit what they needed as a child-validation of their unbearable pain.All Rights Reserved
Table of contents
- Love, life sadness, misery, confusionSun, Jul 29, 2018
- Unfull-fillingSun, Jul 29, 2018
- On a good day...Sun, Jul 29, 2018
- Where have my feelings gone?Thu, Aug 2, 2018
- DoneSat, Aug 4, 2018
- I want to disappearSat, Aug 4, 2018
- I'm lost againSun, Aug 5, 2018
- Things don't get betterMon, Aug 6, 2018
- I'm really sorryMon, Aug 6, 2018
- It's hardMon, Aug 6, 2018
- 11 years of wanting to dieTue, Aug 7, 2018
- I can't stop my mental illness please help meWed, Aug 8, 2018
- Dear anyone who will listenThu, Aug 9, 2018
- What I know about tryingFri, Aug 10, 2018
- Things haven't been going well at all...Fri, Aug 10, 2018
- Beautiful & Destructive mindFri, Aug 10, 2018
- The end feels near more than everSat, Aug 11, 2018
- I am trying to get help, it just takes so longSat, Aug 11, 2018
- Can't find a reason to liveSat, Aug 11, 2018
- I am my worst enemySun, Aug 12, 2018
- My secretSun, Aug 12, 2018
- It has to be done tonightSun, Aug 12, 2018
- I don't know what to do with myselfSun, Aug 12, 2018
- No one caresSun, Aug 12, 2018
- I don't want to see a new dayMon, Aug 13, 2018
- Suicide is the only thought that fills me with lifeMon, Aug 13, 2018
- I can't escape myself, so now what?Mon, Aug 13, 2018
- Struggling to get my life togetherMon, Aug 13, 2018
- On a downward spiralTue, Aug 14, 2018
- Tired of everythingTue, Aug 14, 2018
- I'm living a nightmare againThu, Aug 16, 2018
- Everything's shitThu, Aug 16, 2018
- Still in painFri, Aug 17, 2018
- On the verge of giving upFri, Aug 17, 2018
- Hello, worldSun, Aug 19, 2018
- When I'm aloneSun, Aug 19, 2018
- I want it to endMon, Aug 20, 2018
- I'm not really betterMon, Aug 20, 2018
- Is this where it endsMon, Aug 20, 2018
- Breaking pointMon, Aug 20, 2018
- Irrationality in a NutshellWed, Aug 22, 2018
- I'm just so tiredThu, Aug 23, 2018
- Dazed and confusedThu, Aug 23, 2018
- No one cares what I have to sayThu, Aug 23, 2018
- I give upThu, Aug 23, 2018
- Why do I feel like dying inside?Thu, Aug 23, 2018
- TrappedThu, Aug 23, 2018
- UselessFri, Aug 24, 2018
- When will I be happy again?Sat, Aug 25, 2018
- Kill meSat, Aug 25, 2018
- To be understoodSat, Aug 25, 2018
- If I die would anyone miss me?Sat, Aug 25, 2018
- A world of nothingSun, Aug 26, 2018
- I'm lonely & frustratedWed, Aug 29, 2018
- Hope. Loss. Exhaustion.Wed, Aug 29, 2018
- I don't knowTue, Sep 4, 2018
- When will I learn?Wed, Sep 5, 2018
- I'm stupidWed, Sep 5, 2018
- The Lonely SoulThu, Sep 6, 2018
- A signThu, Sep 6, 2018
- It never really endsThu, Sep 6, 2018
- A life not worth livingFri, Sep 7, 2018
- He's my everythingSun, Sep 9, 2018
- My suicideMon, Oct 8, 2018
- To die or Not to dieMon, Oct 8, 2018
- I'm just tired of lifeMon, Oct 8, 2018
- They say it gets betterTue, Oct 9, 2018
- Where I'm at nowTue, Oct 9, 2018
- My only reasonWed, Oct 10, 2018
- Waiting for fate to kill meWed, Oct 31, 2018
- Who am I?Thu, Nov 8, 2018
- Tired is the best description at this pointMon, Nov 19, 2018
- What do you do when you've lost all hope?Sun, Nov 25, 2018
- Constant feeling of lonelinessWed, Nov 28, 2018
- It's a matter of timeTue, Dec 11, 2018
- An endless cycleThu, Dec 13, 2018
- Slow descent into madnessFri, Dec 14, 2018
- Fuck Human Nature, and LifeSat, Dec 15, 2018
- The path that I call my lifeSat, Dec 22, 2018
- How to deal with dumbfucks in your daily lifeSun, Dec 23, 2018
- Nothing to LoseMon, Dec 24, 2018
- Tired but outwardly functionalTue, Dec 25, 2018
- The Downward Crash ContinuesWed, Dec 26, 2018
- I know nobody likes to hear this but...Thu, Dec 27, 2018
- Putting a lot of effort into thisFri, Dec 28, 2018
- I hate thisSat, Dec 29, 2018
- Let me just let it all outSun, Dec 30, 2018
- I want to go but I really don't...Mon, Dec 31, 2018
- Happy new yearWed, Jan 2, 2019
- AlmostThu, Jan 3, 2019
- The funniest Joke, The second Installment of my Worthless ExistenceThu, Jan 3, 2019
- Running thoughtsMon, Jan 7, 2019
- My early yearsSat, Jan 12, 2019
- What I understand nowSun, Jan 20, 2019
- Battle woundsSun, Jan 20, 2019
- Life feels offMon, Jan 21, 2019
- Some pain is worse than other painSun, Jan 27, 2019
- I just don't want to have to try anymoreThu, Feb 7, 2019
- Light and darknessSat, Feb 9, 2019
- Now I lay me...Sat, Feb 9, 2019
- Why go on?Sat, Feb 9, 2019
- Will it be me against the world?Tue, Feb 12, 2019
- Pretty fucked upMon, Feb 18, 2019
- Communication brokenFri, Sep 27, 2019
- Dying alive?Sat, Sep 28, 2019
- I was nothing but their hostageSat, Sep 28, 2019
- Do you know?Tue, Oct 1, 2019
- The Art of Letting GoTue, Oct 1, 2019
- The Highlife LowlifeTue, Oct 1, 2019
- It's funnyWed, Oct 2, 2019
- NumbWed, Oct 2, 2019
- On the vergeWed, Oct 2, 2019
- To regain the joy I never heldThu, Oct 10, 2019
- We're not getting betterMon, Oct 14, 2019
- Childhood RuinedMon, Oct 14, 2019
- Stupid life, Stupid girlThu, Oct 17, 2019
- Abysmal BruteSun, Oct 20, 2019
- VortexSun, Oct 20, 2019
- Last Night.Sun, Oct 20, 2019
- Can you feel it?Mon, Oct 21, 2019
- The End is CloserTue, Oct 22, 2019
- Isn't it funny?Wed, Oct 23, 2019
- Hopefully, a SuicideMon, Oct 28, 2019
- No reason for me to be hereTue, Oct 29, 2019
- Happy HalloweenFri, Nov 1, 2019
- Hopelessly and/or depressingly misguided regarding human affection.Sun, Nov 3, 2019
- The DeliveranceWed, Nov 6, 2019
- AngerWed, Nov 6, 2019
- I'm tiredWed, Nov 6, 2019
- Dream or reality?Sun, Nov 10, 2019
- I just feel so tired of livingTue, Nov 12, 2019
- Ranting to the voidSat, Nov 16, 2019
- Why bother continuing?Sat, Nov 23, 2019
- I don't know what to do, suicide might be my only optionMon, Nov 25, 2019
- Committing and some tone to findTue, Nov 26, 2019
- If you're depressed or want to kill yourselfWed, Nov 27, 2019
- How do you explain?Mon, Jul 20, 2020
- Agree to disagreeMon, Jul 20, 2020
- The Monster Was Never Under the BedMon, Jul 20, 2020
- LifeTue, Jul 21, 2020
- Keep doubtingThu, Jul 23, 2020
- It's been a while.Fri, Jul 31, 2020
- Tired of itTue, Aug 4, 2020
- MethodsThu, Aug 6, 2020
- I'm hurting inside. I just want to be freeFri, Aug 7, 2020
- I feel more commited to the idea now more than ever, it's kind of scary...Sat, Aug 8, 2020
- When the Mask Comes OffFri, Aug 14, 2020
- Is there even a point?Fri, Aug 14, 2020
- Don't Know What To Do.Thu, Aug 27, 2020
- RageMon, Aug 31, 2020
- TodayMon, Aug 31, 2020
- SinkingMon, Aug 31, 2020
- I don't even knowMon, Aug 31, 2020
- At that ageMon, Aug 31, 2020
- Faded obscurityMon, Aug 31, 2020
- My attempted suicide storyWed, Sep 2, 2020
- The Feeling In My Stomach Has Nested ThereWed, Sep 2, 2020
- Whittling AwayWed, Sep 2, 2020
- It's Easier To SleepFri, Sep 11, 2020
- We die, so liars don't have toMon, Sep 14, 2020
- none in particularMon, Sep 14, 2020
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