melancholy angst » peter parker
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mentions of depression, anxiety, self-harm, and mental health issues. along with some suicide. read for more
peter parker, the most energetic and bouncy kid you'll ever see, unfazed from the bullying and casually getting picked on by a popular kid. right? he's unfazed, energetic, bouncy and caring, right? well, maybe not as much as you thought. in fact, that's all an act. and that's not because he is fazed by it, it's not because he's sad from losing a loved one, it's for a far darker reason that nobody can really understand no matter how many Ph.D.'s they have.
slightly a vent story for some of my past experiences, I hope you enjoy. :')
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