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aus dreamsans evil nightmaresans readerxcharacter

you were once and happy child but then your mother died and your father commits suicide when you were 12 right now you deal drugs and kill people just for fun and you can feel something then you meant nightmare in dreamtale you saw him being bullied and neglected so you decide to step in and defend for him you have been best friends for over 6 years spit on your 18th birthday tragedy struck all the apples on The Giving Tree we're rotten and withered away can you see nightmare of black stuff you can't describe you saw nightmare kill people and dream try to stop him but then when he was about to kill nightmare you stepped in front of the attack since you were human it killed you but you live long enough to hear nightmare crying and saying"I'm going to mother f****** kill you dream!!!!





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𝑰 𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, 𝑰 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑬 ✧ 𝑩𝑨𝑫 𝑺𝑨𝑵𝑺𝑬𝑺 by chaesteria

"How can Cupid... how could you be so cruel?" I curse lowly. Who could have imagined something like this happening to me? It had been so long since everything happened, but somehow the pain in my heart never left. The memories starts to flashback into my mind as I start to process what is happening in front of me, and why my past heartbreaks are all gathered at the same place. Nightmare, my childhood friend and first love. My first ever heartbreak. I tend to find him in everyone I have loved. He was cold and unpredictable but he was also warm and considerate at times... He was complicated but I loved all of him. Error, the one I chased over and one I was not willing to give up. He stood up from the rest and gave color to my world. All my poems were dedicated to him and him alone. Dust, possibly my other half. He felt like my soulmate. Everything about him made me feel like we were meant for each other. We shared the same interests about everything but I was wrong about one thing. We didn't share the same feelings. His heart belonged to my best friend. Killer, a flirty guy who people often rumored as the playboy. Most girls had fallen in love with his charm and personality. I was one of those unfortunate ones who fell right into his trap. But I... I saw something in him that other people couldn't see; there was something beneath those sweet grins. Horror. My comfort. My home. The one who filled the gap. The one who I think of every little nice thing. I love him so much to the point where I feel like the pain that would come with it would be worse than death. It had to be avoided. Cross. I was always drawn into him. He was my best-est friend. The one who I can count on everytime. The shoulder I can lean to when needed. The one who made me feel like I am the best thing that ever happened in his life. He was perfect while I am just... me. So why did I have to see them again? Why now? Love is not something I want to go through again... never again. <\3

The Boy Who Doesn't Speak (Sans AUs) -- BEING REWRITTEN by SKSuperKitty

For some reason, Ink, the Creator and Protector of the Sans AUs, has decided that some of the Sanses of the Multiverse should go to highschool again. Honestly, no one really liked the idea, especially the Bad Sanses, including Ink's enemy, Error. Prince Nightmare is one of the AUs that must repeat these years of treachery. He basically only finished his actual highschool, and is NOT looking forward to having to do it again. Luckily his brother, Prince Dream, will be coming along the journey beside him. But Nightmare and Dream Are polar opposites, so Nightmare can't really get along with his brother's friends, nor Dream get along with Nightmare's, if he had any. With rules to follow and secrets to keep, Nightmare must go through highschool and not let slip the terrible things that happen at home. But then suddenly the two princes disappear. There's no trace as to who might've taken them, either. The only one that doesn't seem concerned is their own father, the king. King Sun-Beam. What is he hiding underneath all of those jewels and fake smiles? A/N: There is lemon/smut. So all you innocent people out there-- don't worry! Because I warn you at every chapter, and right before it happens. I designed the cover, but did the not the amazing artwork of Nightmare Sans. So credit goes to that person for the art. :D Update!!!!: This story is being rewitten. I'm making another book that'll just be this one but a little different. Once that's posted, I'll make another "chapter" in this one, giving a link to the rewrite. Thank you to everyone who still reads or checks up on this book. <3333

Twisted Lies [Au Sanses x Reader] by nadanamewriter

When crowned princess (Y/n) finally rebels and leaves the castle walls, she finds herself exploring her kingdom in excitement and joy. Only to be disappointed of what she finds. Rotten apples, everywhere she looks. The beautiful image of her kingdom is now forever stained in her mind. After running into trouble with the ruler of the Ruined Kingdom, she's forced to flee her home with a group of misfits to try to survive and prevent Nightmare, the feared King, from waging war on all four Kingdoms. Along the journey she faces hardships and predicaments that broke her bonds with her newfound friends, and ultimately leads herself to the hands of the enemy. I publish chapters early in Quotev The AU Sans/es that are featured in this story are limited and picked. So not all of your favorites will be included

furtive by Natnotthebug2

You don't know where Dream is or if he is still alive somewhere or what has happened to him but...if you're in his body maybe...maybe you could change the way the story goes? Save Nightmare and Dream from the villagers and keep the accident from happening. Hopefully... *☼*―――――*☼*――――― You basic reader insert story of a "reborn as this character!" trope ,but hopefully its different enough to be interesting Note: author is DISLEXIC so be nice and note that there might be mess ups, i ill try to keep that from happening P.s cover may change!

The Raven's Nightmare by BeanZ96

Nightmare!Sans Fanfiction DreamTale AU There's a saying that the eyes are the window to the SOUL. And when I look into her eyes; I question myself... How can a SOUL so beautiful love a NIGHTMARE like me? ☽☽☽☽☽☽☽☽☽☽☽☽☽☽☽☽ Everyone loves a good fairytale. Where the hero's are loved and the villains despised. The good guy beats the bad guy and saves the day; sometimes they'll get the girl or guy of their dreams. But, have you ever wondered if there is another story behind the main one? Where it tells the villain's side of it? Have you ever wondered what really happened? "Sure, those golden apples are beautiful... but I always found the darkness of those black apples more appealing." "My mother once told me that every villain has a story." ꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥꕥ *I DO NOT own UnderTale or it's characters as that right SOLEY belongs to TOBY FOX. Nor do I own any of its AU's and their characters. I only own my OC's and the story. ( I hope I wrote that right...) * I DO NOT take credit for the art or music that I put into the story as the credit SOLEY belongs to the creators and Artists. Please enjoy the story! (●'◡'●)ﾉ

ℂ𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕝 || Dreamnotfound/Gream by Kenzie728

Dream has a evil twin who is out to get him known as Nightmare, his best friend who he likes, George, doesn't know about his evil twin, he knows about herobrine but the one thing he doesn't know is that herobrine...is nightmare.. This takes place in Minecraft the game not real life. -angst -there will be situations close to smut but not actually smut because I'm not comfortable with writing it I'm sorry! (more like I don't know how to lmao) -if I made a mistake or grammar mistake or anything you would like me to know that would be much appreciated! -this is my first story ever!!❤️ -AU A/N 23 reads already?! That may not seem like a lot but tysm!! 44 reads?! you guys are amazing!!❤️❤️ 60 reads!! ty!! ❤️ omg 133 reads?! I'm actually so grateful thank you!! 💕 192 reads!!!! I seriously can't thank you guys enough, I didn't think this would get to more than 50 people if I'm being honest, thank you! 🥰 478!? You guys are truly amazing tysm! Almost 600 reads! This means a lot to me, ty!! 1.1k reads!!? I honestly never thought I would get that on this story, that honestly makes me so happy ! 3.8k reads!! insane! pogchamp! -13 in nightmare out of 26.4K stories??!! -121 in dreamnotfound out of 2.9k tysm!!

Stuck Together (Nightmare!Sans x Reader) by rainbowlixur

(First wrote this on Quotev loll) Humans and Monsters. Most people despise monsters, but not you. In fact, you fell in love with one. A king. And a Human. Who knew that a monster made of negativity could feel love. Who knew a person could love someone like that. Who knew that you being a negativity battery, would lead to a love story. Who knew that *he* would fall for someone as simple as you. #3 in #nightmare - 5/23/22 #3 in #xsans - 5/23/22

< 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 > (Discontinued) by dream_syzygy

Two stories, brought together by twists, turns, and a mess of events. (Y/N), a kindly soul from Recoverytale, finds themselves assuming the role of hero, a role they never wanted. Although they are safe with Dream by their side, no one else is. And that simply isn't fair, is it? (N/N), a bold adventure seeker from Recoveryswap, is desperate to find the Nightmare they loved-desperate to save him from the Darkness. But of course, it's never easy to save someone that hardly wants to be saved. The two souls both long for it all to end peacefully. They both wish for their happy ending, but it'll take more than hopes and dreams to get it. Meanwhile, Nightmare is in a state of divided conflict. As he rebels against the Darkness, the Darkness fights back. Nightmare is just as desperate as (N/N)-if he doesn't stop himself, the Multiverse will be torn apart at his hands. Dream is trying desperately to both protect (Y/N) and save his brother. But there's no time to save both of them before the Multiverse collapses into chaos. As a war rages on between positivity and negativity, (Y/N) and (N/N) are forced to work together-but it's not only their lives at stake. It's the life of the Multiverse-and a fallen prince-that's on the line. And they're the only ones that can stop it. ---- (In order to understand anything that's going on, read Expiation and/or Divinity. Both can be found in my profile.) ---- [Dream and Nightmare belong to Jokublogs. The Sans' belong to their respective creators. I only own Recoveryswap and Recoverytale, and of course, this book series.] Book 3 of the Dreamtale Trilogy

Stellar Remnants by StellarTales999

TWs!!! because I can't seem to tag them for some reason! abuse, mental health issues, torture, mental break downs, manipulation, all that fun stuff. This is NOT a lighthearted story! Nightmare had been alone in his head for the longest time. For 500 years he was able to gain more power, a castle, a gang, and a reputation of one of the most dangerous beings in the multiverse. But when Dream had broken out of stone, someone else made themselves known, someone who should have been dead. OR Corrupted Nightmare is a parasite and Passive Nightmare refuses to die. He does not appreciate the identity theft. Updates when I finish chapters, no more waits. I'll just post them as I finish them. Cross-posted on AO3!

you can't fix this dream (dreamswap nightmare) by Moonwolf_230

nightmare was getting tired of his (not brother) dream trying kill him every single day. just because he in crime list with is group cross and error. Nightmare can't trust error or cross Nightmare knew they were working for dream. nightmare had eaten a negative apples when they fallen. nightmare didn't want dream to notice some negative apples falling so he putt them in special bag and burry them so noone knew there was negative apples under them. nightmare fell strong eating one but he wad oh way carefully. he hear his morther to not eat too much and he promised but sometimes promises can be easy broken after your near your point of snapping. Nightberry ship Plus best friend with orginal in my universe bad sans too!

[Shattered Dream Angst] Daymares ★ by NotATeenDemon

You know the story. Dream kept a dark apple hidden from Nightmare. And finally, in desperation to understand his dear brother's pain, he ate the dark apple in front of Nightmare and turned into a dark creature with tentacles that have the strength of whole armies. But. In this timeline. This alternate Multiverse. Nightmare takes his unconscious brother back to his castle and keeps him in the dungeon until he can find a way to cure his beloved little brother, and fix everything that he'd done wrong to their relationship that led to this. Unfortunately. Dream may already be too far gone to save. ~~~~ First and foremost WARNING ‼️‼️‼️ - rape (ya, no good) - torture (that will be fun) - hallucinations (trama 🤙🤟) - pregnancy (spoilers but for the warning) - miscarriage (oop) aaand ya know, this is not going to be a friendly story. Be warned. all art done by me SHIPS INCLUDED: Dark Cream Crossmare HorrorDust Hatemare aaand... teeeechnically ErrorInk????? but not really??? ANGST ENJOY ★

${ Erlebnisse } - { Kingdom!Dreamtale } by Ice_Hunter_$

Erebnisse - the experiences, positive or negative, that we feel most deeply, and through which we truly live; not mere experiences, but Experiences ( This is my Alternate Universe built off of Dreamtale, Dreamtale and its characters belongs to Joku, all characters in this story are part of a different humanized multiverse. ) A long time ago, there was a sapling. This sapling would grow into the most splendid and important tree in the multiverse. Alongside the sapling was a child, as the sapling grew, so did the child. Once the sapling was a big sturdy tree, with apples of 2 colors and feelings, the child was a woman, a guardian of the tree. The tree was a powerful tree, it held all the feelings of the multiverse in its fruit, its apples. The golden apples on one side of the tree held all the positive feelings, and whoever ate it grew extremely happy. These golden apples could cure any illness, even illness that would lead to death. The black apples on the other side of the tree held all the negative feelings, whoever ate it grew extremely depressed and negative. These black apples were rumored to kill you if you ate it, or cause harmful injuries. One day the guardian died from a fatal wound, and 2 new guardians were made... A sickly being and a healthy being, how will this story play out? Will these 2 beings find peace within their turmoil or will it bring their downfall?

Adopted by Monsters by CreateBella

Hello, this is an au where the bad sanses adopt a kid which would be you ^^ only brotherly and fatherly love ^^ please enjoy this! This book was inspired by a book I read a few days ago. you were adopted by skeleton monsters let's hope you get along with them all! I hope this is rather interesting because I have never seen this concept before enjoy once again!!! all genders are welcome!!! This is a Child Reader x Bad Sanses thingy. Cover art will be uploaded soon!

𝑩𝒚 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝑺𝒊𝒅𝒆 ✧ 𝑵𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝑺𝒂𝒏𝒔 by chaesteria

We saved each other. I saved him on the verge of dying, while... he saved me from loneliness. When I met him, I finally found my meaning, I found my happiness, and I found what I was missing. He gave me a purpose, and gave me my freedom. That's all that matters... My life was rather boring and dull. Being a princess wasn't so fun after all. I don't want the throne nor do I want to be powerful. I just wanted to live normally and be free! Free to make a decision of my own, free to choose what path I want, and free to love someone I desire. I knew life wouldn't be that easy on me. When I met a certain black skeleton laying on my garden... well maybe my life isn't so bad after all. [Be warned that the grammar is slightly shit since I'm too lazy to actually edit it. Written when I was 13 and it's kind of cringe... I don't ship any ship I mentioned here anymore, stop commenting about it. Well regardless, I hope you enjoy reading ^^] •art credit is @1530ry_3. You can find them on twitter! •highest rank #64 undertale <3

The King's Queen (Nightmare Sans x Reader) by ReapingZen

PLEASE READ BEFORE GETTING INTO THE STORY Description: Your name is (Y/n) and you are originally from an au called Dreamtale! Your life hadn't been the easiest however, but you were quick to always move forward despite this... Before Nightmare had become corrupted, you were his best friend and lover. You kept him from his breaking point, you maintained his sanity and most importantly... returned his love. One thing that is definitely important about yourself is that you are a selective mute... And your only desired partner for conversation is the King of Negativity himself... But what will happen once the true evil lurking within your lover drowns out whatever light he had left? What will happen when you discover that the Nightmare you knew was replaced by a monster that still somehow holds love for you? "And even with the evil finally in control of Nightmare, if both his sinister side and his old self agreed on something- then it would always be his priority... They both love her." This is practically my first story that I have ever decided to share online. It is quite a terrifying experience for me, so I hope that anyone who decides to read this will enjoy it. Anyway, I should probably inform my readers about a few things. First off, my primary language is not English, however, I will still be making an effort with my grammar! Second off, I will try and update this as frequently as possible... Even though I can get somewhat shy or concerned about how my work goes. Otherwise, all you will need to know is this: (Y/n): Your name (F/n): Friend name (E/c): Eye color (H/l): Hair Length (H/c): Hair color (S/c): Skin color (F/c): Favorite color Some things I will likely determine for the reader, but what is posted above will be the basics. Please also note that this story may contain some content that would be best for more mature audiences. Also, the cover image belongs to me, please do not use it without permission or steal it.

Expectations and a Golden Stitch-A DreamError/Insomnia Fanfic by HappyWriter62

Dream always felt the weight of expectations on his shoulders and they've only grown worse now that he's a Star Sans. Save this AU, rescue that person, stop Nightmare over there, and make X person smile! It's a never-ending cycle of tasks and he gets asked more about why he hasn't done it sooner or defeated his brother yet than thanked for what he accomplished. He feels trapped in this position and doubts if he didn't have his positive aura that anyone would care for him. Most like him for the joy he brings or what he can give them. Nobody around him ever feels genuine without a doubt in his head. Add in the stress of protecting one Star Sans(Swap) and keeping the other(Ink) from starting trouble and you have a positive guardian ready to break under expectations. Then you have Error, the destroyer of AUs. His reputation speaks for himself and builds all the expectations he needs whenever he steps foot into another AU. He's as bad an omen as a black cat crossing your path. Others assume he is bad because of his "freakish" or glitching appearance. He has accepted these but it gets tiring when he already has the voices bossing him around or Fate reminding him that he should do more destruction. But he doesn't limit himself to destruction. He watches UnderNovela, admires the stars, and appreciates what he can. He pushes the limits of what is expected of him or disregards them completely. A trait that Dream eventually finds himself admiring in him, the known enemy of his friend. He knows that Error's feelings are genuine since he doesn't change in his presence(still an angry manchild). So when Dream gets wounded and stuck with Error on a whim, where will it take them? Will it be a mistake remaining in a hatred of enemies or will it change them both for the better? Could this admiration open Error up to corrupting Dream or will he be the influence Dream needs to against expectations and live for himself?

Wait... I'm Nightmare!? I Thought I Died!? by Donut2460

(Cover made by me!) (!Updates 1-4 times a month¡) You died by cracking your skull open as you walked out of the shower. Godamnit life!!! To die in the most idiotic way!!! Which was very frustrating until you met a strange entity in the 'in between' that causes you to be reincarnated as Nightmare. Errr... sorta. What happens is that your soul merges with Passive!Nightmare and Corrupted!Nightmare, so they are now your buddies for life but in ghost form. God... kill you now (again), you never knew you were going to sign up for this when you died. ~Started Jan 19st, 2022~ ~Completed May 10th, 2023~ Highest rankings 🏅 #1- Dreamtale out of 1,000+ stories 4/19/22 🏅 #1- Dreamsans out of 1,000+ stories 5/12/22 🏅 #1- Nightmaresans out of 1,000+ stories 5/29/22🏅 #5- Comedy-drama out of 1,000+ stories 9/30/22 #1- Fandom out of 1,000+ stories 10/10/22🏅 #1- Aus out of 1,000+ stories 9/24/22 🏅 #1- Undertaleau out of 1,000+ stories 10/10/22🏅 #1- Reincarnated out of 1,000+ stories 9/30/22 🏅 #2- Guardians out of 1,000+ stories 1/26/25 THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!

Discordance In The Balance (Nightmare and Dream x Corrupted! Reader) by Mysteriousghost102

After becoming friends with none other than the guardians of the tree of feelings, you realize more things are going on than the guardians care to reveal. After attempting to help them you end up corrupted and your friends trapped in stone for 500 years. . . Currently rewriting!! This is a sans x reader fanfic so don't like don't read. Reader is gender neutral and there is 18+ stuff in this book so please keep scrolling if you're under 18! So minors please avoid this like the plague There will be warnings at the beginning of chapters, if there's something I should put a warning for please tell me. Y/N = your name F/C = favorite color See anything else to put ill put it here /|\ ---WARNING--- This is mainly for fun and ideas put together from what my brain spews so continuity errors may happen and i will try to fix them accordingly. Again this is just for fun and nothing is really planned just improv to be honest. Still hope you enjoy! The cover was made by me

Visions by Summer_girl_103

(IN PROCESS OF EDITING BADLY WRITTEN BOOK, Written in 2015, completed 2016) An average teen, Nicole and her parents move to a new town and when she arrives an incident happens which make her start to see things that aren't there and do things that she doesn't know she is doing or has done. Her past starts come back at her and hits her in her face. She faces the deaths of people close to her all because of the visions she has been having and the night mares that brings out the truth about everything. Will she be able to survive through everything that comes at her and will there be no hope left for Nicole Anderson. ....... Okay so the beginning of this story I wrote a long long time ago and it's not that great, it's very rushed but don't worry the more you read the better quality writing there will be as well as much longer chapters and things that make sense. So please if your reading this, please read my book even if there isn't a lot of views. Hopefully you won't regret it. Ps.There are several cases of what happen to Nicole in the world. Doesn't matter what religion you are in or even if you don't believe in these things, they actually do happen around the world. ........ Cast members (updated the 25th January 2016) Nicole: Holland Roden Parker: Cody Christian Hunter: Francisco Lachowski Mandy: Miley Cyrus (when she had her long brown hair) Rebecca: Victoria Justice Jessica: Crystal Reed *the picture I used for my cover does not belong to me. NO COPYRIGHT INTENDED ........ WARNING: THIS BOOK IS FULL OF GRAMMAR MISTAKES This is my work my ideas and a lot of time and effort that I put into this so I would really appreciate it if you would not steal my story. It belongs to me. I came up with it all in my head and yes I know it's a very sick mind I have. You would know if you read the story. IN THE PROCESS OF EDITING

Tip The Scale (EV!Dream x Reader x EV!Nightmare) by OreoDaSkeleton

The war between the two guardian rulers and their kingdoms lasted for countless generations. Then came the news that Nightmare went ahead and got himself some new "friends".. Dream's soldiers were easily overpowered. Battles were being lost and the shadows began to completely overpower the sunlight's rays. With the scale of life's balance beginning to tip, Dream needed a quick solution.. The King needed a Queen. The arranged marriage would spread positivity and hope throughout his entire kingdom. Maybe, just maybe, it would give them the boost they needed to defeat Nightmare once and for all. Hi, it's Writer~San aka OreoDaSkeleton! Undertale and it's aus, characters, and fanart do not belong to me. However, this story is genuine and 100% mine! Thanks for checking it out! -w-

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𝑰 𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, 𝑰 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑬 ✧ 𝑩𝑨𝑫 𝑺𝑨𝑵𝑺𝑬𝑺 cover

The Boy Who Doesn't Speak (Sans AUs) -- BEING REWRITTEN cover

Twisted Lies [Au Sanses x Reader] cover

The Raven's Nightmare cover

ℂ𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕝 || Dreamnotfound/Gream cover

Stuck Together (Nightmare!Sans x Reader) cover

< 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 > (Discontinued) cover

Stellar Remnants cover

you can't fix this dream (dreamswap nightmare) cover

[Shattered Dream Angst] Daymares ★ cover

{ Erlebnisse } - { Kingdom!Dreamtale } cover

Adopted by Monsters cover

𝑩𝒚 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝑺𝒊𝒅𝒆 ✧ 𝑵𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝑺𝒂𝒏𝒔 cover

The King's Queen (Nightmare Sans x Reader) cover

Expectations and a Golden Stitch-A DreamError/Insomnia Fanfic cover

Wait... I'm Nightmare!? I Thought I Died!? cover

Discordance In The Balance (Nightmare and Dream x Corrupted! Reader) cover

Tip The Scale (EV!Dream x Reader x EV!Nightmare) cover

𝑰 𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, 𝑰 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑬 ✧ 𝑩𝑨𝑫 𝑺𝑨𝑵𝑺𝑬𝑺

"How can Cupid... how could you be so cruel?" I curse lowly. Who could have imagined something like this happening to me? It had been so long since everything happened, but somehow the pain in my heart never left. The memories starts to flashback into my mind as I start to process what is happening in front of me, and why my past heartbreaks are all gathered at the same place. Nightmare, my childhood friend and first love. My first ever heartbreak. I tend to find him in everyone I have loved. He was cold and unpredictable but he was also warm and considerate at times... He was complicated but I loved all of him. Error, the one I chased over and one I was not willing to give up. He stood up from the rest and gave color to my world. All my poems were dedicated to him and him alone. Dust, possibly my other half. He felt like my soulmate. Everything about him made me feel like we were meant for each other. We shared the same interests about everything but I was wrong about one thing. We didn't share the same feelings. His heart belonged to my best friend. Killer, a flirty guy who people often rumored as the playboy. Most girls had fallen in love with his charm and personality. I was one of those unfortunate ones who fell right into his trap. But I... I saw something in him that other people couldn't see; there was something beneath those sweet grins. Horror. My comfort. My home. The one who filled the gap. The one who I think of every little nice thing. I love him so much to the point where I feel like the pain that would come with it would be worse than death. It had to be avoided. Cross. I was always drawn into him. He was my best-est friend. The one who I can count on everytime. The shoulder I can lean to when needed. The one who made me feel like I am the best thing that ever happened in his life. He was perfect while I am just... me. So why did I have to see them again? Why now? Love is not something I want to go through again... never again. <\3