I'm Fine
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'Holding in my pain hurts. I know let's write in a diary and hopefully I don't kill myself'
She prayed to herself. Not knowing that the world was going to push her over the edge...
Look inside the mind that I knew so well..before the end.
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"She showed other people how poor of a person I was and they bullied me right alongside her. It only got worse from there. The day I attempted suicide, she had told me to kill myself." Warning: some parts can be triggering I wrote this back in 2016 so it is CRINGEY. You have been warned.
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