I'm Fine
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MatureOngoing19m
Last published Wed, Sep 22, 2021
'Holding in my pain hurts. I know let's write in a diary and hopefully I don't kill myself'
She prayed to herself. Not knowing that the world was going to push her over the edge...
Look inside the mind that I knew so well..before the end.
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