This world I live in isn't like others. I have been taught how to take the life of another from a very young age. I was trained to kill the enemy and to never show any mercy. Despite all my teachings I can't bring myself to harm another. My feelings hold me back from what I'm told to be, but I'm not upset about it. I want to be different;I am different. I will become what that woman from my memories told me to be. I will lead with my heart and not from what I am told by their leader. I will show mercy and I will be kind.