A LIFE WITHOUT SUNSHINE RAINS WITHOUT DROPS STORM FULL OF THUNDER LIGHTNING FALLING APART These are the lines of my life. How I wish I could bring back the past and change my decisions , decisions I thought to be right but unfortunately all of it are wrong. Now I am suffering this reckless pain. Unbearable as it is plus the pain this damn illness caused me. I am with no one. fighting alone with my situation. I am the great Zianne Iris Alexander. But this has no use now because no matter how famous my name is, it cannot erase the fact that everyone turned their back at me. I am doomed!