I open my eyes to see no one around. I feel the warmth of the hospital blanket that envelopes me. I have this feeling of complete bliss mixed with confusion and tiredness. My eyes fluttered shut once again and at this moment all of the memories I cherish flood back to me. I feel a sudden rush of adrenaline course through my veins. Tears threaten to pour out and for the first time in a long time I feel alone. "You don't deserve to cry. You didn't get stabbed in the heart." I turned to look at harry. The hurt in his not glossy green eyes inevitable. "Harry.." "You know what Bella.. just stay away. Please." Let's take a look at my life when it was completely normal about four months earlier.All Rights Reserved