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We Made A Dizzy Mess of Everything

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Reads 347
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Parts 6
Time 31m

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We were always opposites but we worked, like magnets...but we collided too fast. 

"It's scary how fast someone like me would stay with someone like you."

I could feel his dark eyes on mine, burning through me like hot metal on a wood surface.All Rights Reserved

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