This story contains explicit language, its to the readers discretion. This is my story, all the bad things that today push me here to were I am in good and bad way. The hope of getting pass my fear hunts me everyday. Why does this happen to people like me. Just trying to live your life happily and ending up in this sh*t hole. Hopping to go to heaven but maybe end up in hell. Will see where life takes me, this is why everything happens for a reason.