Harper's life has just changed. She sees it from a whole new perspective. It isn't all happy endings or solved problems. Harper realizes that some things can never be fixed. How your supposed to deal with it all doesn't make sense to her. What's Life if your barely living? Some days she feels as if she's barely alive. No matter how hard she tries, she can never be free of problems. If everything's supposed to go wrong, why live? If there's always going to be that terrible day then why would you want to live it? Harper knows you can't live forever. But can't you live the forever you've been given as best you can?