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Steve's Diary

James_BuchananBarnes

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Reads 503,938
Votes 17,798
Parts 200
Time 21h 30m

James_BuchananBarnes

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The true life story of Captain America ★


I've always loved him with my whole life, so when he died, I died too despite my still breathing lungs and beating heart. When he reemerged, I was reborn knowing that I'd been given this power so that I might save him on this very occasion. They told me he wasn't worth saving, that he wasn't the man I once loved, but I knew when our eyes met that we still had far more in common than what separated us. If saving him is within reach, I refuse to live without him, and maybe that makes me a fool, but I have to stand up to the masquerade and do what's right. That's always been my way of fighting other people's wars, and it's high time I started fighting so devotedly for my own, too.

PARAQUEL//PREQUEL TO BUCKY'S DIARY

★ installment 1 of 3 in the 'Diary' series ★

•Being Rewritten, updates begin on 3/15/25•


Best rankings to date:
#1 preserumsteve - (winter 2019, spring 2021)
#1 gayfanfiction - (summer 2020)
#1 thewintersoldier - (spring 2019)
#1 skinnysteve - (fall & winter 2020, summer 2021)
#3 stucky - (fall 2019)
#8 endgame - (spring 2021)


WARNING: mature content


Please don't steal my book, I worked very hard on it!


Copyright © 2018 Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes
Copyright © Marvel (some characters and plot lines)

I do not own any music mentioned throughout the work. 

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or used in any manner without the prior written permission of the copyright owner, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. 

Edited by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes
Cover art by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes

Some scenarios in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to actual persons, living or dead, is coincidental.All Rights Reserved

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