Better Than I Know Myself
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Jesse Logan's life was turned upside down when his younger sister Holly was kidnapped and presumed dead. Since his sister's disappearance, Jesse relationship with his mom has become strained. When his father finds out about how bad things got at home. He thought its best if he goes to living with his aunt Emily, hoping she would be able to help him. He needed to come to terms that Holly might never come back and needed to get past the guilt he felt and to finally move on with his life. This fresh new start will help him come to terms of his sexuality and believes he has found the boy he has been looking for, only problem he is already in a relationship.
Adrian Ryder's life was great until he came out to his family. Now they can barely look at him without disgust. With the help of his best friend Jane he is able to get thought life. He has a secret relationship with one of the most popular boys in school. He loves but he feels like it's one sided because he won't come out for him. He understands how hard it is for him, but he just wants to be with him without hiding it. But then he meets Jesse Logan, at first he can't stand him, but he starts to know him and starts to believe he is falling in love with him, but the only problem is he thinks Jesse is straight.
Can they overcome all odds and realize they are meant to be or will they continue living they life they have already started?
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