Suicidal Thoughts
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WARNING ⚠️ this story begins with a suicidal scene. If you are easily triggered then I suggest you skip the beginning chapter.
You have been warned, but on to the actual description...
Not every story is happy. Not every story is a fairy-tale. Not every story can make you smile. Not every story is going to be happy. But this story is different. It is different in it's on way.
This is a story for me to tell the world, about me and my very real....suicidal thoughts.
Maybe....just maybe some parts will make you smile😉
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𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙖𝙝 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙎𝙘𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙨𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙥𝙤𝙥𝙪𝙡𝙖𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙚 𝙧&𝙗 𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝙨𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙔𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙜 𝙏𝙝𝙪𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙪𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙘 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙥 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙨 𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙙𝙞𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙤𝙧𝙨. 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙏𝙚𝙚 𝙂𝙧𝙞𝙯𝙯𝙡𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙤 𝙖 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙖𝙗 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙄𝘿𝙂𝘼𝙁 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝘾𝙝𝙧𝙞𝙨 𝘽𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙣 , 𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙖𝙝'𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝘾𝙝𝙧𝙞𝙨'𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙘....
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