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The Pain of Existing

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Reads 111,351
Votes 3,206
Parts 18
Time 1h 18m

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MATURE!!!!

"Why?"
"It takes away the pain of... existing."
May contain triggers. Homecoming universe.

NO/LIMITED TW MENTIONED!!! READ WITH CAUTION!!!

ngl... I wrote this a long time ago and you can really tell. it's not great. read if you want to, but don't have crazy high expectations. if you want a better quality story, I would just go to some of my more recent works :)

Started: 8/4/18, Finished: 4/6/20

Highest Rankings:
#2 in #sick
#5 in #depressedAll Rights Reserved

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Stronger Than Ever by lonely-nerd

Peter Stark was adopted by Tony Stark when he was 3 years old. He was always happy and bouncing off the walls. But 11 years later, when he is 14, he slowly starts to become the complete opposite, Tony begins to worry about his only son who had saved his own life the day he entered it. When Peter is later diagnosed with bipolar disorder things start to get better. Though secrets soon get out, ones that threaten his safety and the ones he's come to care about. What happens when Peter starts getting threats? What happens when the person he cares about goes missing? Will Tony figure out what's happening and help him in time? Or will Peter sacrifice himself?

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Kid? by doingmybloodybest

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The Pain I'm In || Peter parker || [Completed]✔ by KonekoJr

❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!

Becoming SpiderMan by gay--nerd

Peter Parker, a broken orphan, who's been in the system his whole life and he's not who he hoped he would be. But now after something great happens and he's fostered, he has the chance to right his wrongs but will he take it? Will he become the hero he's needed his whole life? Or will he keep being the kid who made all those mistakes? He's been given a chance at a better life but will he take it and stay though he'll lose someone he loves? Or give it up and leave with them? Warnings: Depression, self harm, violence, sight smut, death. Thanks for 1k views.

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Stolen // Irondad by tobimr

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Stronger Than Ever

Peter Stark was adopted by Tony Stark when he was 3 years old. He was always happy and bouncing off the walls. But 11 years later, when he is 14, he slowly starts to become the complete opposite, Tony begins to worry about his only son who had saved his own life the day he entered it. When Peter is later diagnosed with bipolar disorder things start to get better. Though secrets soon get out, ones that threaten his safety and the ones he's come to care about. What happens when Peter starts getting threats? What happens when the person he cares about goes missing? Will Tony figure out what's happening and help him in time? Or will Peter sacrifice himself?