Crumbling Under Pressure
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"Whats wrong with you? What happened that all of a sudden you stopped talking with me. One day you were fine and the next day you wont even look me in the eye" I yelled at him although I knew the reason for his sudden change in behavior, I knew what had changed every thing between us.
He didn't give me any answer instead he kept his back to me.
"Did you find me boring, or you found another girl who was way more entertaining than me so you said Fuck Jasmine" I yelled at him again.
Once he heard me say that he turned around abruptly.
He took sudden steps towards me. I backed away but was stopped by the wall. He placed his hands on either side of me. He was so close that I could feel his breath on my mouth.
"Why did you do this to me? WHY?" he yelled at me. My breath hitched in my throat and I was on the verge of tearing up.
"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME YOU WERE COMMITTED? WHY DID YOU LET ME BECOME SO CLOSE TO YOU? WHY DID YOU PLAY WITH MY FEELINGS?" He yelled
I could see his eyes full of anger, rage, frustration and betrayal.
" I COULD HAVE STOPPED MYSELF, I COULD HAVE CONTROLLED MY FEELINGS,I COULD HAVE KEPT MY DISTANCE"
I couldn't control myself anymore and tears started falling down
He looked me in the eye and yelled
"DAMMIT" with that his fist made contact with the wall.
I whimpered in surprise.
With that he left me standing all alone in the room.
Realization hit me hard and I sat down on the floor while sobbing.
If I could only tell how I fell for you too and I fell hard.
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All characters and events taking place in the book are totally my imagination. Any resemblance with real characters, dead or alive, or any actual incidence is a total coincidence.
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