Hoodie x reader

Gender was something she never wanted to admit. raised with a father who only wanted three boys but got two boys and a girl she was forced into shame. abuse. self harm. heartbreak caused her to lose it all. Her mothers death sent her spiraling into he'll until she met slender man. And she could hide her identity. She felt safe with the family. And was curious what love was. with a boy in her intrestests. but how when all she wants is a hidden self beings.