Silently fearful
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  • Parts 20
  • Time 1h 22m
Ongoing, First published Aug 05, 2018
Connie the strong independent clinical lead. Who shuts everyone out despite having the roughest 18 months if her life, nearly loosing her daughter after the crash, losing Jacob and then her battle with cancer.
All those things she took in her stride refusing to give in, she picked herself up and carried on and tonight would be no different.

Although the realization of who gave her the strength to carry on at her darkest times is no longer easy to deny, Sam her secret rock.
They may hate each other, they may fight, he may have grace and he may be happily married, but when she needs him he's always there even if she's not always willing to let him in.
They have slept together 4 times this year, he's like her comfort when she's pushed to breaking he's the one who she let's get close enough before realizing her mistake and putting the walls back up.
Tonight it would seem is no different!
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"Talk to you about it?" I asked with a dark laugh. "it's not as easy as you make it sound," "Yes, Garret! Talking! You know what that is right? It's very easy! You just open your mouth and let the words that are in your head, come out of your mouth." "It's not that simple," I fought down emotions that were building up. "Yes, it is! See, i'm doing it right now!" "No-it's not!" "Yes!" "No!" "Yes! just talk, dang it!-" "You just expect it to be easy to talk about my dead parents?! About how guilty I feel for not visiting their grave for the past 11 years?! I didn't even realize how long it's been, I had pretty much forgotten about them for 11 years! Do you know what kind of guilt is eating at me right now!" I shouted in angst, my hands grabbing at the clothes on top of my head and pushing it into myself, wanting to just be shielded away from everything I was feeling, guilt, sadness, from thinking about more people I've lost in my life. Before I could even react, Keeley's tiny arms wrapped themselves around my torso. ~ 
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