Not good enough?
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  • Reads 264,997
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  • Parts 24
  • Time 1h 12m
Complete, First published May 02, 2014
~PROLOGUE~  It happened a while ago never really wanted to remember that day much.   I was 18 just getting my last block of school done with when 'he' came to school with 'his' new group that soon became popular. Of couse me being the average Anny just was left behind as he hooked up with multiple girls leaving me black and blue.  But there was this one faithful day he came to me looking at me with what seemed like an accusing look like i just killed an innocent person. He scoffed as he finished examining me shaking his head like a refusing child.  "You!? Are my mate you got to be kidding me!" He said running his hand down his face in fustration.  That smile that was on my face faded away into a confused look,  "What?" I spoke softly tohim looking up as he snapped his head towards my direction,  "What?! What! Seriously you are asking me what! You! That is what you aremy mate how? You are not good enough!" He said,but I heard him screaming it at me,  I didnt really register what he said until a few minutes after he walked away with one of the popular girls. That is when the problems began to start I would wake up in the middle of the night screaming in pain as cuts and gashes appeared all over my body.  This was a result of a mate cheating on you with another girl it was always known like this so you can bust them like my mum likes to say. After a while I had to take multiple sleeping meds and pain relievers before I went tobed so I wouldnt feel it,but even then I could steel feel the slight sting and would wake up with dried blood and newly formed cuts,gashes.  I finally just gave up and let it happen,and it did 8 times a month for the next 2 years, until last month. There was no screaming in agony or new cuts,gashes or anything on my body it was just the creamy skin I usually had.  I am Autumn Jacobs and this is my love story featuring 'him' or also known as my future Alpha who also goes by my mate and lastly is called Brock Carterson.
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He hissed as the alcohol touched his bleeding wound and he grabbed my hand. His touch ignited a flame and I knew that later I might have to treat myself for burns. "I'm sorry, did that hurt?" I asked, softly. I tried to calm my breathing as I did so, he was so close. The years that I spent staying away from his kind weren't paying off. "No," He retorted sarcastically, still holding onto my hand. "I hissed because I'm a snake. Of course that hurt, pumpkin." His comment awakened several buried memories, but I ignored them and continued to work on his wound. "Could you please let go of my hand now?" I muttered. He smirked and shook his head. "Do I scare you?" he asked, completely ignoring my question. Even though he did scare me, he scared me completely biscuit-less, I rose my head up and shook my light brown waves. "Absolutely, not." ************************ Gemma Reynolds is an an overworked nurse and probably one of the most innocent and pure people you will ever meet. Her life consists of a simple and constant routine, wake up early, workout, go to work, eat , sleep and listen to her mother criticize her about not having a boyfriend or husband. She has always been hidden in the shadows and even in high school she preferred to stay away from anyone living or breathing, especially Mr. Wyatt Evans. When Wyatt comes into the hospital battered, bruised and bleeding, one night, Gemma is to take care of him. Through several long nights at the hospital, dangerous hide outs and intricate explanations, Gemma figures out that there is more to life than her simple routine and maybe nursing the bad boy isn't as bad as it seems.