Ernestfordshire
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Highest rank - #24 in loneliness (Aug 2018)
Excerpt-
I hurriedly shut the book, pen still inside.
In an overwhelming world, this book was my solace.
In it I penned by thoughts. The ink that dried on these pages was just as precious to me as my own blood.
***
What could the crude drafts of a clueless teenager possibly hold?
A universe; a million different ways of looking at things. A pure distilled soul.
What happens when society forgets that each person has an individual soul?
Nothing. Society's path seems not to need individuality.
What happens when a person tries to find their individuality anyway?
Anything ; everything.
When you live in a world where expectations are smothering, where those meant to love you are stifling and floating aimlessly seems to be the norm, how would a young mind cope?
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