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Daily Diary

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Parts 22
Time 1h 14m

4thwallbreak abusing abusivecontent anger craziness crime daily depression depretion diary fear foryou helpmeplease horror imsorry insanity paranormal rage sadness thisisme

[Please search for the clues. This is not Zion. This is Ḗ̶̡̬̯̩̞̈́́͊̄͐̈́̋͠R̸̟̮̙̞̖̭͈̖̭͇̖̭͕̋͜R̵̪̹̰̂̾̆̋͗͒̏̐͆̕Ǫ̶̨̢̡͎͖͙̙̮̖͖̠̪͆́̈́̈́̏R̷̪͙̭͎̞̫̻̖̺̞̪̂̿̋̇́̔̂̋̊͗̑̓͘ͅ and you need to solve my problem. I'm sorry I can't say it directly, but please just GFMQ NF]

Living in this world is hard. Living in a country that is inevitably doomed for destruction is even harder. 
There's nothing left to do in the world except to just live...and watch everything crumble. 
Mind as well make a Diary to record everything...not like...someone is going to see this. 
But what if this isn't about Ĕ̷̬̒͆v̷̢̓̓͝ë̴̻́̆͝r̶͔̜̦̝͗̆͛y̴͚̥̯̽̀̿o̵͎͐͆͊̌n̵͈̦̭̼͒e̵̙͇̠̓̓̃, and just about Y̷̡̢̢̧̢̧̧͈͍̝̹̘͇̠̪͕̗̞͔͓̟̟̟̮̳̩͖͕̺̟̠̋̾̃͒̄͊̂̑̓̈́̎̐̍̑̎̽̔̽̎́̎͒̍͌̓͌̓̃̈̐͆̃̍̆̈́͐͝͠͝͠͠͝͝ͅƠ̵̡̧̧̛͍͙͖̞͍͔̹̱͍͍̭̤̫͓͔̝̦̖̦̪͚̟̭̗̽̔́̋̊̅̽̋̎́́̔̒͌̀̈́͆͐̀̃̓̌̀̀͂͋̉̓͊̄̈́̐̚̕̕̚͝͠ͅŲ̶̨̨̛͉̣̠̭̮̺̭͓͕͎̦͍̤͎̬͉͕̳̲̰̟̰̙̳̣͎̱̭͂̂̑́̃͐́͆͆̐͜͜͜͝͝. 

It's useless to do this, but this will help me mentally....All Rights Reserved

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Evolution by andshesmiles

There are a lot of things you don't really think about until they happen to you. Take rape, for instance. I always thought, "That won't happen to me. I have a boyfriend. I trust him. He would never take advantage of me like that..." I couldn't have been more wrong. Love in this day and age is often confused for manipulation and abuse. The warning signs are here. The things we say will tell us everything that is wrong. You are worth more than what you think you are. It's not your fault. If they tell you otherwise, get out. Burn the bridge. Always remember someone is waiting for you to walk into their life. Someone needs you. Someone loves you. Getting away from all of the wrong people and finding the right ones could save you. I can promise you right now that it saved me. These are the journal entries and selected poems from my first experience of love that left a unpleasant taste in my mouth- quite literally. I am putting this out for the whole world to see because I hope everyone will learn from my experience. People can see. We have no excuses to continue living our lives in ignorance. ...WARNING... HARMFUL THEMES INCLUDING MENTION OF SUICIDE, SELF HARM, AND RAPE. THIS HAS EXPLICIT CONTENT. RECOVERY AND AWARENESS IS THE PURPOSE OF SHARING. DO NOT READ IF THESE THEMES ARE OFFENSIVE OR HARMFUL TO YOU.

Our Forbidden Love by kyrieroy_014

He dismissed me due to his pride and self-image, prioritizing his reputation and power above all else. He deems me unworthy to stand beside him, solely concerned with his own stature. Yet, he is mistaken. I explicitly warned him not to spurn my humanity, yet Dante's human disregarded my plea. Now, consequences will unfold, and he will endure the repercussions. I intend to inflict suffering upon all. Although he may be the lord of demons, I possess the capability to draw blood and immerse him in his own agony. I crave to hear his screams echoing with torment, a symphony of pain and torture. I will subject him to countless deaths until he pleads for mercy. My human may have lost herself, but I am here to anchor her. She might be numb from his rejection, while I am consumed by anger. No other emotions can bring me stability as the fiery rage within me seeks to obliterate every fragment of this world, starting with his kingdom. I will reveal to the entire world that what everyone believed to be dead is still alive, poised for a grand reappearance that will instill fear in all. Let's see if you can recognize your own mate, my dear ex-soulmate.... ****** Paranormal romance action genre.. read it at your risk... 18+ content... All Copyright are reserved...

Weak by Cameroon_Maceroon

Angel feels like dead weight on everyone's shoulders, useless waste of time for everyone else, yet for some reason they still cared about him. Angel is slowly falling apart, trying to hide it from not only himself, but trying to convince himself that he doesn't need help. But one particular demon comes into his life, determined to make a change of things. How would it work out though, and most importantly how would he escape from the hell of his broken mind? TW: Self harm, gore, self-starvation, rape, abuse and neglect. Start- 31st December 2021 End- 13th April 2022

MY LOST UNIVERSE by HimaniYadav293

"Why? I just want one answer......WHY? They say everything happens for a good reason.......... Well then tell me why did this happen to me? Why was I haunted by demons every single night? Why was I thought of as just a mere toy despite being a woman? Why did my life consist of so many unimaginable and disturbing instances? Just because I am..........a female?", that's what I always thought......that's what I always cried about.....until that day......the day that turned my life around.......forever. Read this book to find out what happened to her and what she did about it to gain control of her life and lead herself from unimaginable misery to unimaginable strength and happiness.❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Watch Me ✔️ by TaylorLetofsky

"I would prefer not to hurt you, but I will if I need to." They said. I felt cold metal on my neck moving lightly against my skin. My emotions were a wreck, I felt anger, fear, and adrenaline all within me at once. But I knew I was not going to die today. Let them think I want this, I'll play into their delusions, and work towards the best plan of escape. Someone had to know I was missing, so now I would just have to start the long game. ************************************************ *Trigger warning: some scenes contain mention or detail related to sensitive topics. Story is rated mature for the mentioned topics* #1 in editing 5/23/2019 #9 in scary 7/10/2019 #11 in pride 1/10/2021 #27 in stalker 5/9/2019 #40 in fiction 1/22/2019

The Fallen Angel by ShaniquaHill09

The world is full of corruption, tragedy, and disaster. Rape, murder, embezzlement, human trafficking. You name it. There is nothing humans won't do for money, power or self-gratification. More than that it always seems that the downtrodden and the good-natured always suffer the most. The cherry on top? All this suffering is supposed to be rewarded in heaven when you die...if you make it there that is. Sounds ridiculous, right? Don't worry you aren't alone. My name is Jasmine Peters and I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired as the world around me crumbles while Sky Daddy watches from his ivory tower. I was cursed with the ability to read minds and now I'm owning this curse on my own terms and saving whoever I can with it. If God won't help us... I will. Gabriel: I'll never understand The Almighty's infatuation with these creatures. Humans demand so much, but yet they give so little and whatever they are given they destroy. The audacity of this human especially leaves me particularly annoyed. She dares to defy divinity and scoffs in the face of The Almighty when it was divinity that has gifted her with the ability to do so in the first place. Only a creature as lost as a human would be given a gift and label it a curse. Nonetheless, as the hand of The Almighty, I will do as I am asked by tending the flock and heard this lost sheep back to pasture. As troublesome as she may be, I fear there is something much more sinister at play and she appears to be at the epicenter of this chaos.

This is my truth by KristinaFigolah

My life has been an intense journey from a little girl who was beaten down and abused into believing that she was worthless, to a woman at 43 years of age who is still desperately searching for who she truly is. I found her though. I did. And she writes like me, from inside of me. She is me. This girl that I've been in love with since time first existed, is indeed me. The way that she walks. With her hands... and how she talks? The hearts that she's captured, the souls that she has inspired. I'm now trying to be her. I've never felt that I was good enough to actually be myself!!! I always knew how pure and clear and free I was inside. But people told me otherwise, in a very cruel way. No one ever spared my feelings or thought to speak to me with kindness or love. My parents were very serious and strict people. They believed that there was only 1 way to act and inside I knew that I did NOT fit in the parameters of the behavior expected of me. And every single time I made my Step Daddy sigh or frown it felt like I knife in my heart. I was a let down. Always too loud. Always moving too much. Always too fat and always too ugly. Always too much. Unless I sat quietly. But I've always been a firecracker and all of that containment really made me want to blow off! All of what was inside of me, swirling and dividing in me. Burying the side of me that I loved the most! I was a bastard and a blasphemy. Harsh words for a girl of 3. They said them when they baptized me.

The Selfless Me by Blo0ki

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Evolution

There are a lot of things you don't really think about until they happen to you. Take rape, for instance. I always thought, "That won't happen to me. I have a boyfriend. I trust him. He would never take advantage of me like that..." I couldn't have been more wrong. Love in this day and age is often confused for manipulation and abuse. The warning signs are here. The things we say will tell us everything that is wrong. You are worth more than what you think you are. It's not your fault. If they tell you otherwise, get out. Burn the bridge. Always remember someone is waiting for you to walk into their life. Someone needs you. Someone loves you. Getting away from all of the wrong people and finding the right ones could save you. I can promise you right now that it saved me. These are the journal entries and selected poems from my first experience of love that left a unpleasant taste in my mouth- quite literally. I am putting this out for the whole world to see because I hope everyone will learn from my experience. People can see. We have no excuses to continue living our lives in ignorance. ...WARNING... HARMFUL THEMES INCLUDING MENTION OF SUICIDE, SELF HARM, AND RAPE. THIS HAS EXPLICIT CONTENT. RECOVERY AND AWARENESS IS THE PURPOSE OF SHARING. DO NOT READ IF THESE THEMES ARE OFFENSIVE OR HARMFUL TO YOU.