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Reads 283
Votes 45
Parts 22
Time 1h 14m

4thwallbreak abusing abusivecontent anger craziness crime daily depression depretion diary fear foryou helpmeplease horror imsorry insanity paranormal rage sadness thisisme

[Please search for the clues. This is not Zion. This is Ḗ̶̡̬̯̩̞̈́́͊̄͐̈́̋͠R̸̟̮̙̞̖̭͈̖̭͇̖̭͕̋͜R̵̪̹̰̂̾̆̋͗͒̏̐͆̕Ǫ̶̨̢̡͎͖͙̙̮̖͖̠̪͆́̈́̈́̏R̷̪͙̭͎̞̫̻̖̺̞̪̂̿̋̇́̔̂̋̊͗̑̓͘ͅ and you need to solve my problem. I'm sorry I can't say it directly, but please just GFMQ NF]

Living in this world is hard. Living in a country that is inevitably doomed for destruction is even harder. 
There's nothing left to do in the world except to just live...and watch everything crumble. 
Mind as well make a Diary to record everything...not like...someone is going to see this. 
But what if this isn't about Ĕ̷̬̒͆v̷̢̓̓͝ë̴̻́̆͝r̶͔̜̦̝͗̆͛y̴͚̥̯̽̀̿o̵͎͐͆͊̌n̵͈̦̭̼͒e̵̙͇̠̓̓̃, and just about Y̷̡̢̢̧̢̧̧͈͍̝̹̘͇̠̪͕̗̞͔͓̟̟̟̮̳̩͖͕̺̟̠̋̾̃͒̄͊̂̑̓̈́̎̐̍̑̎̽̔̽̎́̎͒̍͌̓͌̓̃̈̐͆̃̍̆̈́͐͝͠͝͠͠͝͝ͅƠ̵̡̧̧̛͍͙͖̞͍͔̹̱͍͍̭̤̫͓͔̝̦̖̦̪͚̟̭̗̽̔́̋̊̅̽̋̎́́̔̒͌̀̈́͆͐̀̃̓̌̀̀͂͋̉̓͊̄̈́̐̚̕̕̚͝͠ͅŲ̶̨̨̛͉̣̠̭̮̺̭͓͕͎̦͍̤͎̬͉͕̳̲̰̟̰̙̳̣͎̱̭͂̂̑́̃͐́͆͆̐͜͜͜͝͝. 

It's useless to do this, but this will help me mentally....All Rights Reserved

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The Sins of Our Fathers

I went from a girl who didn't know how to kill to one who knew how to make dying hurt. Dear Diary, It sounds so harmless, so innocent, but what if it wasn't? What if it was the start of a plan to burn down the world? My father was an artist, a visionary, a truly great man; he was also a con man, a contract killer, and despised by everyone. He was the head of the Russian Mafia. Now he's dead. All I have left of him is the hate of those he oppressed, and his journal with a plan to end the world. Everyone always forgets about the villain's family, as far as their concerned we don't exist. We are forgotten, no fame, no fortune, only the residual hate. My name is Neoma Casimir and they have forgotten me too, but trust me when I'm through they won't make that mistake again. The clock is ticking. The end is coming.