Being Lapin Blanc was a freeing experience. He could laugh, smile, even be snarky, without worrying about upsetting people. It was weird to think about, but hiding under the mask let him be who he was always scared to be - himself. Evan loved being a miraculous holder. From the rush of leaping across buildings, to the simple feeling of sitting with his Kwami. It made him happy. Yeah, he still struggled with depression and panic attacks, but it helped having an escape. He wasn't okay yet, but he was getting there.