Dear Panda
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Beau Nikina runs a blog as Panda, a body positivity model who preaches self-acceptance and self-love. The only problem? Beau can't follow her own advice. Battling with her own body issues and depression, while striving to be a secret role model to people everywhere struggling with themselves, Beau starts Senior year by jumping into the deep end.
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