A Love Not So Sane
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Ongoing7m
Last published Tue, Apr 9, 2019
A screech of terror sliced through the silence of the twilight hours. All it spoke of was insanity. The sound that came from them was no longer human, each part of their humanity was long gone. People came here to be cured, but from what I've witnessed, that never happened.
Eventually, I will descend into madness. The mentality of oneself is a force that cannot be reckoned with. To put it simply, without someone to help with the burden of life, you'll go insane. Which means it's just a matter of time before I go maniacal because I have no one. Even on the outside, I never had anyone. And that's the way it's going to be for the rest of my miserable excuse of a life.
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