Why Do You Feel So Down? // boyxboy
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Last published Sat, Jan 19, 2019
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Triston Bourke is a 15 year old teenager living in London. This is his story.
Will he survive another year in this world?
//This is based on somethings that happened to me in real life//
"a book will always have the same ending no matter how many times you read it."
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