Begin to Live
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Torture.
Pain.
Suffer.
Happy.
Fun.
Excited.
Why.
Mate.
Dark, Black, White.... I saw it all.... I saw, I felt, I smelt, I ran. My mate.... More like mates.... They were... Like no other.... In a pack of MURDERERS.
I forgot... They were all one of 4 ~Alpha...Beta...Gamma...Delta~
but it all started in school. My best friends. My Teachers. My home. My parents. It started when... I was happy... My name is... Kristal I am Unwanted... Unloved... well that's what it feels like.
They say they love me.
They say.... Begin to live as your prayers are already answered.
They show it.
But I forget.
I feel Lonely.
I can be happy...
Cause.... I-I was happy
Will I become happy?
I think I did.
I hope I did.
I am happy again.
Right?
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