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"Whoever I was when I was with her doesn't exist any longer. That version of me is just as dead as she is."

Roze Foxton's older sister Olive took her own life, leaving Roze behind devastated. Without her sister her life seems to have fallen apart, but when she meets Jade Cadwell, she finds unexpected comfort. With her help Roze slowly gets back to life again. The two girls form a friendship, until one day, Roze realises she might want it to be more than just friendship...All Rights Reserved

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From Grief We grew (Only On Wattpad) by flawsome_writer

Zayden is dead and the world isn't the same without him. Two grieving souls but they aren't the only ones broken. One shuts everyone out in the name of grief. One hides behind a smile. Teagan and Hayden try to avoid each other after the death of Zayden. But they are united when Hayden finds a map marked with places for him and Teagan to visit that was set up by Zayden. Wanting to visit the places their best friend went. Will they unite again? Meanwhile, they find acquaintances who share just as much grief as they do. Maybe they can help each other to grow if they only let the other one in but it's gonna be harder than it seems because they all lost someone dear to them and the fear of losing another keeps holding them down. ~Trigger warning~ Self harm and sucide. ♡♡♡comments open for feedback♡♡♡

Under The Weather by cloudess_

After losing her friend, Jamie, Bailey refuses to believe that she was just as responsible for Jamie's death and struggles to understand the impact she had on her life. *** In an attempt to become liked and popular, Bailey Wyatt befriends one of the most notoriously malicious girls in her High School, Rachel Bloom and follows her lead blindly, catapulting her into the path of Jamie Atlas - despite her being close with Jamie, Bailey watches on by as Rachel torments her around the school, ignoring her pleas for help. When Jamie does the unexpected, Bailey is launched back into reality, but still adamant she did couldn't have done better. Until she is hit by a car and put into a hospital where she meets other patients who are carrying a lot of baggage. Baggage that aids Bailey's realisation that she may have played a part in Jamie's demise. (WARNING: mentions suicide and bullying) - - - - - Thanks to @foreverthenorthstar for the amazing cover! #18 out of 1.9k stories on 17 tag - 9/02/2020 #15 out of 1.9k stories on 17 tag - 26/03/2020

Tranquil Falls by HarmonysLoveHP

Gatlin Arlington has been keeping a dark secret about his best friend Taylor. It weighs heavy on him, even after Taylor took his own life. The Arlington family took Taylor in after his parents were killed in a boating accident, but as Taylor settled into the Arlington family and began to face his grief, he began to find outlets to relieve that grief. Now, Gatlin is left behind and has to learn to live with the trauma he has survived while carrying the secret no one alive knows. And as people keep pressuring Gatlin to get back on the straight and narrow, he begins to feel like his world is spiraling out of control. Plagued by suicidal thoughts and depression, Gatlin has to fight if he wants to live. But sometimes...the darkness is too thick to cut through. **Trigger warning: alcohol, drugs, sex, suicide, abuse, and rape.

Matéo by LazyLucario

Violet's been living in loneliness for the past three years being stuck with a broken heart with her daughter being her only comfort. While being sent on a mission for resources, she rescues a stranger who turns out to be her closest childhood best friend before she left for Ericson's. They start reforming their friendship after all these years in a community with their feelings starting to turn something more for one another. She then learns many truths about the community and her family being met with a vicious rival community in their midst to claim her friend in their grasp. With this, Violet and her friend will do anything to protect each other from harm. She could finally be happy again with her old best friend back in her life and maybe even something more.

The Reunion by CLHighland

When Karlie's estranged father suffers a heart attack, she reluctantly returns to her hometown in Pennsylvania, only to find herself confronting the ghosts of her past. Upon her return, she finds herself face-to-face with her super-secret-I'll-kill-you-if-you-tell-anyone high school crush. What's even more jarring, is the fact that she had just been admiring the woman checking his vitals before she realizes she already knows her. As Kaia Thomas stares back at her, all the feelings she had for her high school best friend come rushing in. As old feelings resurface and unexpected connections emerge, Karlie must navigate the complexities of her past while grappling with the possibility of a future she never imagined.

Broken Hearts And Kept Promises by autumnrsxoxo

Elodie Davis Elodie has never known the feeling of complete safety or contentment. Since the age of one, sleepless nights and restless turning have haunted her. The scars on her skin mirror the deeper scars on her heart. Yet, life isn't all bleak when Keegan, Calia, Liam, and Ace are around, her makeshift family formed over the years. But Ace... Ace was something different entirely. Ace Hunter Ace has led a fairly ordinary life, making it hard for him to comprehend the harsh reality Keegan and Elodie had endured. When the opportunity arises for them to experience a normal life, Ace finds himself increasingly drawn to Elodie. The flutter in his heart grows stronger, becoming impossible to ignore, until chaos errupts.

Challenges of Sobriety in a Weekend of Confines by nystromparker

One year after a traumatic accident sends Robin Doyle into a tailspin of drunken depression and isolation, well-meaning Annalise decides it's high time she forces her best friend to confront these crippling emotions, and locks the pair alone in her house for one life-altering weekend. From challenges of sobriety, grief, depression, and guilt to expressions of joy, hope, and love, this coming-of-age and coming-to-terms story is both brutally honest and heart-warming. Armed with nothing but devout friendship and the naive desire to do whatever it takes to drag her best friend out of the darkness, Annalise has no idea what awaits them. LGBTQ+, Literary Fiction, Romance Trigger Warning: substance abuse, tragedy, grief, suicidal thoughts, alcoholism, mature language.

The Revenge of an Angel (gxg) [COMPLETED ✔] by dannaline18

Because nobody knows about her, Ashley takes her brother's identity to take revenge on the people who caused her brother's death, while trying to understand the kind of life her brother's living every day. Her heart was filled with anger and hatred. She was willing to do anything, including changing her own "appearance" and sacrifice her own life as a woman. However, her plan for revenge is not as easy as one might think, because there is Jessica Huttington, who secretly disrupt her revenge plans. ✄┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ Content advisory: This story may contain scenes that are triggering for some readers. Descriptions are available in story details and within chapters where scenes occur. It may contain graphic descriptions and strong language and may be confronting and disturbing. Reader discretion is advised.

The End of Seventeen by Books_by_Saniyyah

Living in a suffocating household dynamic, 17-year-old Lizzy Jones, finds herself constantly overlooked by her parents who lavish attention on her younger sister, Jamie - their self-proclaimed golden child. Left to navigate life's challenges alone, Lizzy begins to question her place in the world. While her peers are out partying, dating, and conforming to societal expectations, Lizzy feels trapped in a never-ending cycle of trying to fit in. In her monotonous routine, she yearns for something more, something authentic that goes beyond the surface. Enter Parker Watts, the enigmatic rebel of their school. Intrigued by his mysterious aura, Lizzy is drawn to him, sensing that he holds the key to breaking free from her stifling existence. As their paths intertwine, Lizzy discovers a side of herself she never knew existed - a longing for adventure, a desire to challenge the norm, and an appetite for genuine connections. With Parker as her guide, Lizzy learns to embrace her individuality, pushing against the expectations imposed upon her. While her friends conform to societal molds, Lizzy begins to understand the value of forging her own unique path. Caught between the pressures of conforming and the call of her authentic self, Lizzy grapples with her choices throughout her junior year. The more time she spends with Parker, the deeper their connection grows, and the more they both realize that they are searching for something profound amidst the superficiality of teenage life.

Suicide Watch by uvonnewrites

After the suicide of her best friend, Temi struggles with mourning and effectively healing. All the while, she's juggling a college career and an emotionally unavailable, politician-mom. As if things couldn't get worse, Temi's mom hires a bodyguard to watch over Temi while she grieves to prevent her from doing anything "stupid". Isa's presence at every moment of Temi's day is the last thing both of them want. But what happens when this initially outrageous situation blooms to be something unexpected? A story of grief, healing, and hope.

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From Grief We grew (Only On Wattpad)

Zayden is dead and the world isn't the same without him. Two grieving souls but they aren't the only ones broken. One shuts everyone out in the name of grief. One hides behind a smile. Teagan and Hayden try to avoid each other after the death of Zayden. But they are united when Hayden finds a map marked with places for him and Teagan to visit that was set up by Zayden. Wanting to visit the places their best friend went. Will they unite again? Meanwhile, they find acquaintances who share just as much grief as they do. Maybe they can help each other to grow if they only let the other one in but it's gonna be harder than it seems because they all lost someone dear to them and the fear of losing another keeps holding them down. ~Trigger warning~ Self harm and sucide. ♡♡♡comments open for feedback♡♡♡