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Reads 60,876
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Parts 74
Time 8h 45m

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"Whoever I was when I was with her doesn't exist any longer. That version of me is just as dead as she is."

Roze Foxton's older sister Olive took her own life, leaving Roze behind devastated. Without her sister her life seems to have fallen apart, but when she meets Jade Cadwell, she finds unexpected comfort. With her help Roze slowly gets back to life again. The two girls form a friendship, until one day, Roze realises she might want it to be more than just friendship...All Rights Reserved

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ROXY by 00Tammy00

"Fuck, Roxy...." Leo whispers out breathily and I let out a plead as once again the beautiful colors of orange and blue from the sunset spill over our skin. "Please don't..." I plead and he grabs onto my hands, intertwining our fingers. "I'm not gonna spend my senior year making you think that I never wanted this, Roxy. I do, and I just want you to know that." He says and I swallow. :; Leo "Jace" McClure is what you think of when you think of a popular senior jock. Everyone in the whole school knows him, the guy who has probably slept with all of the girls at the school, except for his sister's best friend Roxanne Rosinchy. But having Roxanne as his little sisters best friend and his family's prized possession comes with its problems when every time he looks at her he knows he's running out of time to tell her the truth, but also he doesn't know what the truth he has to tell her is... Roxanne "Rox/Roxy" Rosinchy has been friends with Rose since they were five, their families being pretty close. She had a perfect life before her father died two years ago. She's still sweet, she's "amazing and beautiful" as Leo would say. Roxy and Leo have been close, what you would expect when your families have known each other this long, but its hard when the one person you've ever been attracted to is one you're not supposed to love. Read ROXY to figure out what happens between Leo and Roxanne.. and what doesn't happen with the factors playing against them ;) Cover by @bitteur :; #1 in Deaddad :; April 27, 2020 #5 in Bestfriendsbrother :; May 30, 2020 #1 in Roxanne :; February 26, 2021 #37 in teendrama :; March 23, 2021

Hidden Truths by AsiaAlexandria

Rowan has reached breaking point with her alcoholic mother. If it wasn't for her six-year-old sister, Rowan wouldn't have anything to do with her mum. She's drowning in caring for them both, a job, and studying for a career. When Zazz comes into her life, things change. She shows Rowan that life is meant for living. But a threat that was made too long ago to mean anything still hangs over Rowan's head. Still drives her every move. Every action. Will Zazz be able to make a difference in Rowan's life before it's too late?

Pretty & Screwed Up ✓ by LethalDreamer01

Jesse is barely holding it together after her best friend dies in her arms. Guilt, grief, and therapy that doesn't work - that's her life now. Then comes Bex. Mysterious. Mean. Covered in bruises no one talks about. When Jesse's assigned to check in on Bex for a school counseling elective, she doesn't expect to care. But broken girls recognize each other. And soon, Jesse's falling - into late-night hugs, secret meetings spots, and forbidden kisses. But Bex has secrets she won't let go of. And Jesse has wounds she's still trying to hide. Can you save someone else when you're still trying to survive yourself?

Roses and Peaches by RinelleJones

Grief - a five-letter word that tore Luna Carter's world apart. Sixteen-year-old Luna hasn't been the same since her brother James died. The memories of their laughter are now ghosts that follow her through the hallways of a broken home. Her father drowns in bottles. Her mother drowns in blame. And Luna? She's just trying to stay afloat. Then comes Lucas-new in town, bright-eyed, full of light. He's never lost anything. Never been shattered. But from the moment he sees Luna, he's drawn to her darkness like a moth to flame. He wants to fix her. She doesn't want to be fixed. In a world where love feels like a betrayal and grief is a constant shadow, can two souls find something worth holding onto? A story about loss, healing, and the kind of love that doesn't save you-but shows you how to save yourself.

Everything Old Is New Again by nova_flower7

~~~~ He slowly walked towards me keeping his eyes on mine. "Is it ok if I kiss you?" I nodded my head and slowly kissed him back. His hands reached around my lower back pulling me in closer. I couldn't pull away. His smell was calming and his lips were mesmerizing sending me into a spiral. He pulled back both of us breathing heavily. "You are beautiful Cassidy Andrews." he whispered. He gradually walked away and let our hands slowly slip apart. My legs felt like jello as I opened the door and went inside. Tyler Grey, who knew? ~~~~ Cassidy Andrews suffered a traumatizing heartbreak after her parents were murdered on her 15th birthday. Three years later she finds herself trying to heal and go back to normalcy since it's just her and her two younger siblings, but not without the help from her best friend Sydney. Suddenly an old friend comes back into her life, Tyler Grey. Old feelings start to rise. Will she find something good in the middle of all that's bad? Will she accept these old feelings, or will she push them away? Read now, Everything Old is New Again. ⚠️WARNING⚠️ THIS BOOK CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND ADULT SCENES. READER DISCRETION ADVISED enjoy🥰

Hold Me While You Wait by JasriienJordan

When eighteen years old Elis moves to spend the summer back in her hometown to face long hidden woes, she meets a sixteen years old girl called Gray, who makes her uncover a whole new old apart from her grief. *** The lake house didn't exactly hold many good memories for Elis, so she greatly despised that her parents decided to spend the summer back at the place in which her brother died three years prior. Her solution was to lock herself up in her childhood bedroom for the duration of their stay, just so that she could avoid walking around the house filled with nothing but her brother's memories -- ones that three years of not coming back failed to erase. What Elis didn't expect to unstable her solution were the new possibilities that came with Gray, the ginger girl who looked to teach Elis that everything would be okay. × Completed ✔️ × A story of two girls falling in love somewhere in the midst of summer.

Where The Light Went by CrushdConfessions

Bree doesn't do love anymore. Not since the accident. Not since the life she built was taken from her in the quiet blink of a moment. Now she keeps things simple. Drinks too much. Sleeps with women who don't ask questions. Keeps her heart buried somewhere between a barstool and the back porch. Then Harper comes back. The girl from summers past. The one who knew her before the world got sharp. Bree tells herself it's nothing. Just a ghost of a friendship. A familiar face passing through. But something's shifting. And the more she tries to ignore it... the more it demands to be seen. Some wounds don't scar over. Some hearts don't stay buried.

Ready For More by TawniaBailey

Being a young girl with everything ready to go in life is what we all want. And it was what Clair wanted, college, a boyfriend and plans for her future. But life has a way of screwing us and it wanted to screw her. Because of one traumatic night, a night that took her pride, friends, happiness and worth. And she was left with depression, loneliness and no one to call a friend. And ya know what? She didn't want them. Because when you get thrown through the fire, you burn. And that was exactly what she was doing. But when a family emergency flops in her lap she realizes she needs to be there for them and it puts her in a gear she wasn't expecting. She reconnects with a man she didn't realize was there for her. And finds a path to the place she wants to be the only question is will she accept it and rise above the flames? 🔹trigger warning this book has traumatic scenes with violence/sexual conduct

LIVING & GRIEVING by writingbytheriver

"You're going to keep living, V." Everyone thought Ivy Archer had the perfect life. Because they had no idea what she was hiding: her mums terminal cancer. When the inevitable happens, Ivy is forced to face her grief for the first time, in front of everyone. Insert Quinn Hale, the boy next door who everyone loves. But not Ivy - she always hated him and even more so now that he witnessed first hand everything she's going through. What happens when it seems her next door nemesis understands her more than anyone else?

The Reunion by CLHighland

When Karlie's estranged father suffers a heart attack, she reluctantly returns to her hometown in Pennsylvania, only to find herself confronting the ghosts of her past. Upon her return, she finds herself face-to-face with her super-secret-I'll-kill-you-if-you-tell-anyone high school crush. What's even more jarring, is the fact that she had just been admiring the woman checking his vitals before she realizes she already knows her. As Kaia Thomas stares back at her, all the feelings she had for her high school best friend come rushing in. As old feelings resurface and unexpected connections emerge, Karlie must navigate the complexities of her past while grappling with the possibility of a future she never imagined.

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ROXY

"Fuck, Roxy...." Leo whispers out breathily and I let out a plead as once again the beautiful colors of orange and blue from the sunset spill over our skin. "Please don't..." I plead and he grabs onto my hands, intertwining our fingers. "I'm not gonna spend my senior year making you think that I never wanted this, Roxy. I do, and I just want you to know that." He says and I swallow. :; Leo "Jace" McClure is what you think of when you think of a popular senior jock. Everyone in the whole school knows him, the guy who has probably slept with all of the girls at the school, except for his sister's best friend Roxanne Rosinchy. But having Roxanne as his little sisters best friend and his family's prized possession comes with its problems when every time he looks at her he knows he's running out of time to tell her the truth, but also he doesn't know what the truth he has to tell her is... Roxanne "Rox/Roxy" Rosinchy has been friends with Rose since they were five, their families being pretty close. She had a perfect life before her father died two years ago. She's still sweet, she's "amazing and beautiful" as Leo would say. Roxy and Leo have been close, what you would expect when your families have known each other this long, but its hard when the one person you've ever been attracted to is one you're not supposed to love. Read ROXY to figure out what happens between Leo and Roxanne.. and what doesn't happen with the factors playing against them ;) Cover by @bitteur :; #1 in Deaddad :; April 27, 2020 #5 in Bestfriendsbrother :; May 30, 2020 #1 in Roxanne :; February 26, 2021 #37 in teendrama :; March 23, 2021