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*Warning... Boyxboy SMUT, some self harm, bullying, Abuse and maybe rape no hate Please? thank you Lovelies ;)*

I am your typical nerd, if that's what you wanna call it... I'm Marcel Styles, straight A geek. I get abused by my step father, Robin. Literally I can't leave the house without getting a beating... Its getting old. The only reason to that is because I'm gay... pretty cliche right? I also get bullied at school... but of course school is not as bad as it is at home. My mum and sister Gemma died when I was about 10 in a car accident. Robin and I had a bond for a few years but once he found out I was gay, things went to hell. I'm 17 now and I have someone I have fallen hard for, that is Louis Tomlinson. My crush started when I was about 13 when I started finding boys like Channing Tatum hot. He is so perfect their is no question to it, I mean if you just look at his arse, Ugh. The only bad thing I see in him is how he bullies me. Liam Payne is my top bully but his little puppy dogs Zayn Malik, Niall Horan and of course... Louis, carry on with him. Louis is the captain of the football team and is one of the most popular jocks in school, everyone throws themselves at him and his mates. I don't really know why but I love when he bullies me, maybe because he actually takes notice in me but other that, it physically hurts. Their little dog pack has been bulling me since I was 14, when I came out, it was actually my ex friend Stans fault. Cunt. Everyone avoids me and it actually doesn't bother me that much... I'm used to shutting people out and being on my own. I guess you would see my life as hell if you were in my shoes. Robin likes to make me look like Barney with all the bruises he leaves on me and when "The Payne Train and his back up" comes into action, they try to beat the gay outa me. No one is their for me, I'm on my own.All Rights Reserved

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Let Me Love You (Larry Stylinson) (boyxboy) by _HiandOops_

Hi my name is Louis Tomlinson,friends...well friend calls me Lou. Im 21 & my only friend is a girl called Katie!we have been friends since i can remember!She helps me with all my problems and i have A LOT of them! She is kind of like the mum i never had...At home there is me,my mum(Jay),my dad (mark),and my 4 sisters Lottie,fizzy,and the twins Daisy and Phoebe. We aren't the RICHEST family, we live in a small run down house in Doncaster.Home Life is the worst! My mum and dad always argue which leaves me to look after my younger siblings. Its hard telling them it will be alright when you know its not.its REALLY not! Anyway.... I work at a small Starbucks close to my house to support my family and help pay for food even though it doesn't pay much. At school I'm the nerd.... i get A's in every subject and I'm the teachers pet! And being a nerd isn't a good thing at school...i get bullied by a guy called Harry Styles and his punk best friends Liam,Niall and Zayn. Everyday i come home with cuts and bruises not that my mum or dad cares because they are too busy arguing or my dad is out getting drunk and my mum is locked away in her bedroom.There is a big secret that ive been keeping from them. Only Katie knows...... Im Gay........ This is a BOYXBOY fanfic. Don't like it Don't read it... nuff said

$From LA to UK {Larry Stylinson book 1} by LouisSavedMe_x$

"Can you for once be honest with yourself, Louis?" Harry pulls his hair. He is so frustrated with the guy he has been living with for the past few weeks. "I am honest with myself! You just think you can turn everyone.... you know the way you are." "Turn everyone what, Louis? Can't you speak the word? Is only saying the word too disgusting for you? Do you mean gay. G-A-Y... GAY." "Stop it!" Louis covers his ears with his hands. He doesn't want to hear it. Harry's words can't be slightly true. Eleanor is proof of that. "You can't keep treating me like shit and kiss me afterwards! You can't say you are straight and keep kissing me! Go on, Louis. Tell me you only like girls and you never enjoyed one kiss we shared. Say it to my face." Louis stays silent, swallowing the lump in his throat. "I hate you, Styles." "Fake news, Tomlinson." Louis Tomlinson is your typical popular high school guy. He has a beautiful long term girlfriend Eleanor and his best friend Zayn he can always count on. Together with Eleanor, Zayn and Zayn's girlfriend Perrie they rule Doncaster high. Louis has it all: A beautiful girlfriend, popularity and a loving family. The only thing that is missing are good grades. That's exactly the reason why Louis participates to this exchange program to LA. Not that he is very excited about it. Harry Styles is an openly gay hipster boy. He has flashy sunglasses, floral shirts and cool bandana's keeping his hair out of his eyes when he paints. Harry loves art and believes that London is one of the most beautiful cities. That's why Harry applied to the London school of arts. Hoping to higher his chances to get in, Harry participates in an exchange program his school is having with another school in the UK. Harry couldn't be more excited to visit the country of his dreams and meeting new people, the social bird Harry is. Little did he know he would end up with a homophobic partner that tries to ruin his time in England.

Broken (a Niall Horan love story) by cow_queen

"Do you feel safe with him?" the question seemed silly; in my head I had immediately laughed at it because it was so absurd. How could I not feel safe with Niall? He had turned out to be the only constant in my crazy life so far; he was always there for me through out everything. He did everything that he possibly could to help me to get to the point that I was at then. Instead of going on a rant about how much I did, in fact, feel safe with Niall, I nodded and said, "I always feel safe with him." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Navaeh is not your average teenager. Sure, she's a few months away from being eighteen, and is having trouble getting a better grade then a C in Biology, but her troubles don't end there. Niall is one fifth of the popular boy-band One Direction, and seems to be living the dream. A chance meeting brings the two together in a circumstance that leaves Niall afraid for Navaeh's safety. She harbors secrets about herself that only her and one other person know and when Niall becomes determined to break down her walls, things get complicated. A relationship is hard enough to keep as it is but when you add an unmistakably cruel family problem it gets harder. ****************TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions. Please do not read if easily triggered.********************

Escape by baby_dagger

Louis Tomlinson. He is the typical ideal athlete at his school, Hayfield high school. Everyone thinks they know him. You know, a player with a big ego and a small brain, the usual characteristics of a fuckboy. Every guy wants to be him. Every girl wants him. Too bad those girls have a 0% chance with Louis because he is gay. Zayn Malik and Liam Payne. They are Louis' best mates and are in the football team along with Louis. They are blindly in love; they've been for a long time, ever since they were kids Too bad they can't be together. Louis, Zayn and Liam can't come out, and it's all because of Johnathan, a homophobic dick. Everyone is scared of these three guys. Louis has these beautiful eyes that hide so much pain with an icy glare. He has tattoo's, and muscular arms that have pounded people in a fight multiple times. Liam is a kind-hearted puppy, but if anyone messes with the people he cares about, he can be terrifying, and unfortunately, some people have been on the receiving end of his fist. Zayn has a tremendous and loving heart, but he closes everybody off, afraid he'll get hurt. It's better to make everyone believe you're heartless instead of getting heartbroken. Harry Styles. He's the new hottie at school with his beautiful green eyes and stylish clothes. Everyone loves him. But Behind those beautiful green eyes, there's unimaginable pain and grief. Under those clothes, lay countless scars and burns he has received over the years. Harry Styles has a huge secret, and no one can know. He has to keep people from dying. It may not be as easy as it sounds when Harry moves to Doncaster and finds new friends and Louis. Alas, you can never really escape your past. What will happen to Harry and his new friends when his past catches up with him? What will happen when old family comes into the picture? Will Louis and Harry finally be happy for once? Or Will their time together be cut short? Find out on 'Escape'

Between Love and Hate by smileyourepretty

WARNINGS: SEXUAL CONTENT, DRUG USE, LANGUAGE, ABUSE, SELF HARM AND EATING DISORDER. This was published in 2011 on onedirectionfanfiction.com, and I decided to post it here as well in case people were interested. Jackie Vega moved with her family(well...almost) from sunny California to crappy London. And just because her father got a job. Of course, she needs to finish high school. She goes to secondary school, where she is paired up with Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson for a project. She's so innocent, she didn't even get her first kiss. So when you put an innocent girl and two horny, sex addict, crazy players, nothing good can come out of it...for her. But it's not only those two. She's Zayn Malik's new target, Niall Horan's new enemy and Liam Payne's new lab partner. Liam Payne: silent, quiet, cocky. Every good girl's dream boy. Niall Horan: funny, carefree, cheeky. Jackie's new enemy. Zayn Malik: misterious, perverted, always smells like smoke and alcohol. Jackie's new bully. Louis Tomlinson: horny, player, sassy. Jackie's new partner and bully. Harry Styles: most popular boy in school, ladies man, womanizer. Jackie's new partner and bully. --- Let's just say that senior year won't be as she imagined it to be. At least not when you have five very hormonal teenagers who are ready to make your life hell just because you spilled your spaghetti on them. But you know what they say...there is a thin line Between Love and Hate.

It Ended With An "Oops" And "Hi" by flowercrownss

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles. Two boys who have hopeless crushes on one another, despite never having a conversation. Their lives are far from perfect, and what makes it even worse, is that they don't have each other. Louis has taken notice to the boy with curly hair who works at the bakery. He is completely smitten with Harry and when he finds out that the feelings may be returned, he can barely believe it. However, Louis is scared. Everything in his life is horrible, and Louis is afraid that if he tries to get with Harry, he will be ripped away from him. Harry found the small, blue-eyed boy running through his mind constantly. He always knew that he was gay, but was never one to be open about it, mainly because he craved to be accepted. Harry wants nothing more than to be with Louis, yet the fear of judgement holds him back. It's obvious to everyone that these two boys were meant for each other. But Louis and Harry are afraid of losing everything. The sad truth is, not everyone gets their happily ever after. ---------- WARNING: Mentions of rape, mentions of self-harm, abuse, swearing, and a whole lot of gayness. If this triggers you, please do not read. Your safety and health is more important than any book. ---------- ©OnlyForOneDirection I do not own One Direction (but I wish I did), but I do own the characters, story, plot, and writing. Do not steal my work, because that would make you a thief, and no one likes that label. I don't want you to go down the path of villianism or whatever it's called. So please do not steal my work. Thank you.

Charlie's Story. (Book Two Of 1D Fanfic) COMPLETED by styles_princess_

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$"My Bully, my love" [ZIALL ΑU] {BoyxBoy} by _kokichism_$

Niall is not a normal teenager. At school people are mean to him. At home, his so called "father"[step-dad really] is hurting him, physically and verbally. Niall can't take the pain and bottle it up, so he..hurts himself.Verbally And physically...he thinks he deserves this and it's his punishment, for his mothers death. That's what his father taught him. Niall's only friend is Cher Lloyd, helped him get through his mothers death, without knowing the abuse from his father. Zayn Malik, is the schools "bad boy". Everyone loves him, everyone drools over him. He bullies Niall and he thinks that is a great to have a great life when everyone respects him, even though it's out of fear. They are afraid of him. He likes to make people fear him. He sleeps around a lot, and he has a lot of friends. His best friends are Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles. They were the schools most scary AND attractive guys. They are called "the Satan's Triple" like they are brothers. Zayn likes to terrorize Niall. He thinks it's funny to play with him, and messing with him, and beating him up and calling him names, but when a certain boy comes out of the blue, the boy named Josh, everything goes upsite down. A Random Boy changes everything in Niall's life, but...while he help him get through more?Will he help Niall go back to the right road, or will he make Zayn do something even worse, than what he's doing now? ...READ TO FIND OUT... (WARNING: This story contains self harm and may be triggering and boyxboy material, please consider your reading of this carefully before you proceed) (Currently Under Construction ^-^)

Wish I Was Home by sweetbabylove1991

"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!

No judgement by itstilliswhatitis

So @franzixidfc contacted me and asked if I couldn't write a book on her idea and this is the result. I tried to follow the basic storyline and added some myself. Harry and Louis were best friends when they were kids until Harry had to move away. Harry returned at the age 17 to his home town to live with his aunt. The kids in Ireland bullied him for the way he dressed. In his new school Harry noticed a loner that everyone called Tommo. There was something familiar with the boy but Harry doesn't make the connection at first. Instead he tried to befriend the boy because he knew how it felt to be alone but Tommo wasn't interested in making friends. Purely fictional. Triggerwarning: weed smoking

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