Crushing on Lou (ON HOLD!)
- Reads 10,730
- Votes 290
- Parts 17
Ongoing1h 29m
Last published Tue, Apr 11, 2017
*Warning... Boyxboy SMUT, some self harm, bullying, Abuse and maybe rape no hate Please? thank you Lovelies ;)*
I am your typical nerd, if that's what you wanna call it... I'm Marcel Styles, straight A geek. I get abused by my step father, Robin. Literally I can't leave the house without getting a beating... Its getting old. The only reason to that is because I'm gay... pretty cliche right? I also get bullied at school... but of course school is not as bad as it is at home. My mum and sister Gemma died when I was about 10 in a car accident. Robin and I had a bond for a few years but once he found out I was gay, things went to hell. I'm 17 now and I have someone I have fallen hard for, that is Louis Tomlinson. My crush started when I was about 13 when I started finding boys like Channing Tatum hot. He is so perfect their is no question to it, I mean if you just look at his arse, Ugh. The only bad thing I see in him is how he bullies me. Liam Payne is my top bully but his little puppy dogs Zayn Malik, Niall Horan and of course... Louis, carry on with him. Louis is the captain of the football team and is one of the most popular jocks in school, everyone throws themselves at him and his mates. I don't really know why but I love when he bullies me, maybe because he actually takes notice in me but other that, it physically hurts. Their little dog pack has been bulling me since I was 14, when I came out, it was actually my ex friend Stans fault. Cunt. Everyone avoids me and it actually doesn't bother me that much... I'm used to shutting people out and being on my own. I guess you would see my life as hell if you were in my shoes. Robin likes to make me look like Barney with all the bruises he leaves on me and when "The Payne Train and his back up" comes into action, they try to beat the gay outa me. No one is their for me, I'm on my own.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
![✔️STRONG [L.S]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/188338466-256-k291229.jpg)
✔️STRONG [L.S]
"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.Complete
Baby Heaven's in your Eyes
They couldn't be more different if they tried. Louis Tomlinson is 17 years old and in his last year of the most prestigious private school in Doncaster, before then he's off to Uni. He has big plans for his future, and thanks to his parent's money he will have no problem achieving them. Everyone who attends his school knows him thanks to his incredibly rich family, sassy attitude and gorgeous girlfriend, Eleanor Calder. If there's one thing that completely annoys him, it's that there is a community college right across the street from St. Mark's Private School, and he has to look at the poor, totally inappropriate students that go there. Harry Styles is 19 years old, and (once again) in his last year of college. He goes to Doncaster's community college, just because the Holmes Chapel comprehensive expelled him twice in the span of two years, so he and his family had to move to another town. He has no future because he never shows up to classes and if he actually bothers to, he's either high or drunk; sometimes both. His skin is littered with tattoos and if there's one thing he absolutely hates, it's the snobby students attending the private school right across from his, who think they're better than anyone just because their parents have money. When they meet, Louis is nothing but disgusted by the tattooed boy, and Harry can't help but laugh at the innocent yet sassy boy with blue eyes and amazing arse. Or a sixth form!AU where Harry is the fucked up bad boy with too many problems, Louis is the perfect rich boy with too much money and their schools are right across from each other. They meet at a party and that's the last (and maybe the only) thing they need. (Disclaimer: I'm from America and know close to nothing about the education system in England, so I apologise in advance.) LAST CHAPTERS ARE ON PRIVATE BECAUSE OF MATURE CONTENT! YOU NEED TO FOLLOW IF YOU WANT TO READ -- Thank you @Cupcaribo for the banner ! Love it :)Complete
Let Me Love You (Larry Stylinson) (boyxboy)
Hi my name is Louis Tomlinson,friends...well friend calls me Lou. Im 21 & my only friend is a girl called Katie!we have been friends since i can remember!She helps me with all my problems and i have A LOT of them! She is kind of like the mum i never had...At home there is me,my mum(Jay),my dad (mark),and my 4 sisters Lottie,fizzy,and the twins Daisy and Phoebe. We aren't the RICHEST family, we live in a small run down house in Doncaster.Home Life is the worst! My mum and dad always argue which leaves me to look after my younger siblings. Its hard telling them it will be alright when you know its not.its REALLY not! Anyway.... I work at a small Starbucks close to my house to support my family and help pay for food even though it doesn't pay much. At school I'm the nerd.... i get A's in every subject and I'm the teachers pet! And being a nerd isn't a good thing at school...i get bullied by a guy called Harry Styles and his punk best friends Liam,Niall and Zayn. Everyday i come home with cuts and bruises not that my mum or dad cares because they are too busy arguing or my dad is out getting drunk and my mum is locked away in her bedroom.There is a big secret that ive been keeping from them. Only Katie knows...... Im Gay........ This is a BOYXBOY fanfic. Don't like it Don't read it... nuff saidComplete![Bad Dreams. [Larry Stylinson AU] {Completed}](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/11156941-256-k676842.jpg)
Bad Dreams. [Larry Stylinson AU] {Completed}
"No one knows?" "Nope." "No strings attached?" "Nope." "Fine." --- Louis Tomlinson has been battling depression ever since his dad commit suicide. He doesn't have many friends and to make matters worse; he's gay. That's when Harry shows up in Doncaster. He's rude, stubborn, and close minded. Harry immediately hates Louis. Louis is the exact opposite of Harry, he's quiet, polite, broken, weak. But when there is only 2 homosexual lads in one town, you learn to accommodate. That's where it started; harmless fun. A quick shag now and then. But when Harry is around Louis' depression disappears, his nightmares of his dad are gone too. Can hate really change into love? ****WARNING: some of the chapters are private so you must be following me to read them. (the smut chapters) {also first time writing full on smut}Complete!["My Bully, my love" [ZIALL ΑU] {BoyxBoy}](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/6276921-256-k942143.jpg)
"My Bully, my love" [ZIALL ΑU] {BoyxBoy}
Niall is not a normal teenager. At school people are mean to him. At home, his so called "father"[step-dad really] is hurting him, physically and verbally. Niall can't take the pain and bottle it up, so he..hurts himself.Verbally And physically...he thinks he deserves this and it's his punishment, for his mothers death. That's what his father taught him. Niall's only friend is Cher Lloyd, helped him get through his mothers death, without knowing the abuse from his father. Zayn Malik, is the schools "bad boy". Everyone loves him, everyone drools over him. He bullies Niall and he thinks that is a great to have a great life when everyone respects him, even though it's out of fear. They are afraid of him. He likes to make people fear him. He sleeps around a lot, and he has a lot of friends. His best friends are Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles. They were the schools most scary AND attractive guys. They are called "the Satan's Triple" like they are brothers. Zayn likes to terrorize Niall. He thinks it's funny to play with him, and messing with him, and beating him up and calling him names, but when a certain boy comes out of the blue, the boy named Josh, everything goes upsite down. A Random Boy changes everything in Niall's life, but...while he help him get through more?Will he help Niall go back to the right road, or will he make Zayn do something even worse, than what he's doing now? ...READ TO FIND OUT... (WARNING: This story contains self harm and may be triggering and boyxboy material, please consider your reading of this carefully before you proceed) (Currently Under Construction ^-^)Complete
another stupid hate song
harry is 21 and louis is 23. they are music students in manchester. niall, who is harry's best friend, hangs out with liam and zayn who happens to be louis' best friends and also harry's friends. the thing is, harry and louis don't get along. at all. what happens when they have to see each other with their friends or when their teachers decide to put them in a group project together? --- this is a work of complete fiction, none of this ever happened. i write this story for fun and in the hope people have fun reading it and like it. i'm open for constructive criticism and i want to apologize if i make mistakes, english is not my first language :) i wrote this story with my bestfriend (@lauranne369) who helped me :) hope you enjoy ;)) p.s: here is the link to a playlist one of my wonderful reader made: https:open.spotify.complaylist5cTPogCCxDSyDx3rutEkgsi=botQe9awRC6b2pAleHHbyA --- started 18/6/21 finished 3/11/21Complete
From UK to LA {Larry Stylinson book 2}
"Stop crying baby, we'll be alright." Harry presses his lips against his boyfriend's temple, trying to comfort him. "I don't know if I am able to handle this any longer, Harry. Everybody hates me. They do everything to get me away from you. I've always known I'm not good enough." Louis' beautiful blue eyes are filled with tears, pain noticeable in his voice. "Stop talking yourself down, Louis. You are good enough. You are my whole damn world for god's sake. Not everybody hates you." "Your mom does, your friends do,..." "But I don't, Louis. I fucking love you, isn't that enough?" Harry's voice sounds desperate. This isn't their first argument with this subject. He knows Louis has a low self-image, but honestly Harry can't tell him even more times that he loves him. He does it all the time, shows him every day. "I don't know, Hazza. I honestly don't know..." Harry and Louis are a power couple. They had a rocky start, considering how the boys were arguing all the time in the beginning. But since they have started their romantic relationship, they haven't had even one fight. They survived the long-distance, video calling each other every single day, without a single argument. The boys trust each other blindly and love the other with all their heart. But what happens when Louis arrives in LA? People know about the rocky start of the boys and they are not as forgiving as Harry, for sure not Harry's mother. It's easy to be together when you are surrounded by people that support you, but are they able to survive the hate they will get in America? Or will it eventually be all too much and mess up their relationship...Complete![Love [Larry,Niam]-COMPLETE](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/4720617-256-k805575.jpg)
Love [Larry,Niam]-COMPLETE
What's so funny is that I love waking up in the morning. I know most people don't but I do! It's really because of this sexy thing right over here sleeping next to me! Looking all cutie and what not! His name is Louis Tomlinson and well I am his best mate. Wish I hope someday I will be more. But for now I am his soft loving gay best friend. And there's one thing wrong with that he is bi. And has a girlfriend named Eleanor. I don't like her at all I think she is cheating on him. Then there's are gay couple there both best friends with me and Louis! There name are Niall Horan and Liam Payne. They have been together for about 5 years! And me and Louis known each other for about 7 years! And I have been in love with him for 4 years. Just my luck! OH!! By the way my name is Harry Styles. And I am 18 and Louis 20. We are all out of school me and Liam are the only ones that go to college. Niall sometimes gets jelly! It's funny to watch him get jelly. Well Liam is 19 and Niall is 18! Like me! There is also this one person I have not mentioned yet and his name is Zayn Malik he's friends with Louis and is also gay and Louis ex. But they decided to stay friends. Even though its obesely not what Zayn wants because I think he's still in love with him. What will happen when it gets tough? Will they end? Or will one of them commit suicided?Complete
"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.
More detailsContent Guidelines