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Because I'm Insane || Dan Howell

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Parts 13
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Reads 365
Votes 3
Parts 13
Time 2h 17m

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❝I wanted nothing more than to hear his heart beat next to my ear, his long fingers combing through my long hair as his British tipped accent hushes me into slumber. I'd grip tightly onto his dorky shirt, heavily breathing in his aftershave that still lingered on his neck, soothing my cry-exhausted lungs - the smell of home. Everything would be perfect and normal, I'd still be will him; my world in my arms.❞

~ Sequel to Because I'm Different ~

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Night by writtennotsung

"Life isn't temporary anymore and death isn't permanent, the lines so blurred it's best if you just avoid thinking about it." The world has ended. Humanity is on the brink of death. The apocalypse is real, has been for a long time now, and life will never be the same. Phil is afraid, afraid of losing his one tie to this world that despite it all keeps him going with the desire to keep them both alive, with a love he can't admit. Dan is worn down but determined, not willing to give in despite the overwhelming circumstance. He'd sooner die than lose Phil to anything. They look out for each other, separation is out of the question. In a world where everything familiar is dead and gone, just one person standing by your side can be the difference between sanity and chaos, and for the two of them, the other is that person. But how can love survive, when death is looming and one half doesn't even realize it exists? The world is a dangerous place, and even with the help of their not-quite human companion Cat and and group of newfound friends, there are new, unfound struggles in store for the pair and a secret neither of them will see coming. The objective is simple: stay alive. Doing so, however, is easier said than done. ~COMPLETED 11/6/2018~

Forever Yours, Daniel ✹ Phan (Sequel to House Plants) by klutzyvegetarian7

SEQUEL TO HOUSE PLANTS... Please read House Plants first before reading this. Do not continue to read this description if you have not read the beginning story. This contains SPOLIERS!! ************ (Phil's POV) After Dan's accident, he wasn't the same. He had healed properly, but his personality grew dark when the police began their hunt for the criminal who put Dan in the hospital. He never looked at me with the same passion he once did. We would kiss, we would have sex, but he was always upset. When I asked him what was wrong, he claimed there was nothing wrong. He didn't know I saw his wrists and thighs. ************* Warning: Self harm, suicide, and sex.

Tinder - D.JH. by yuhsuga

[COMPLETED] (This was written before Dan came out! I am in no way meaning to invalidate his sexuality, I love him to death!) Based on Dan's video, "Would you date THE REAL Dan?" but it takes a twist. Said video has since been deleted due to an user request to Tinder's app. Rest in peace, Would you date THE REAL Dan?, 2017-2017. Forever in our memories, but never quite taking it to our hearts. Best Ranking: #1 in #danielhowell Warning: Contains sexual content and some other graphic imagery. ©yuhsuga, 2017

Exposed by flameme

-Kickthepj x reader- First off, you're a girl. You're 25 years old. You have a lot of secrets. First secret, you're ArrowTheGeek. A successful YouTuber, specifically vlogger, who keeps her identity a secret. Second secret, you have social anxiety. Third secret, you like Pj Liguori. When you finally move to England, you whole life changes. You meet new people and get to live the dream. But is this really what you wanted? *Trigger warning. Panic attacks. Anxiety.* Also, logic doesn't exist

To Make You Fall In Love (Phan) by MyFallenStars

You entered my life and suddenly out of nowhere you meant the world to me. I chose you. And I'll choose you over and over and over. Without pause. Without a doubt. In a heartbeat - I'll keep choosing you. Dan meets Phil. Simple enough. Except Dan can't help but start to fall for this beautiful, interesting boy. And so with the help of his two best friends he tries to make Phil fall in love with him. That is less simple. --COMPLETED--

You Look Happier by Phan-Phictions

(NOTE: Yes, I know the timeline and facts are going to be a little bit off, it's a story, not an autobiography - don't come at me lol - just enjoy! Thank you for reading.) Dan and Phil were just two nerdy guys who became friends online, and began making YouTube videos for their own hobby and joy. Little did they know just how big it would become over the many years. In these years, they had poured in so much hard work, and dedication, only to face the toxicity of the internet amongst fans. Yet, they navigated their way through everything, pushing through and battling their own mental health in the process. But happens when Dan isn't content just being friends.. how could he possibly navigate that? "This was the most fun I've ever had."

Oh, Phil by phanisokay

Dan and Phil reveal their true feelings for each other but will their romance last? Follow Dan and Phil in this story full of unfortunate events and find out if they get their happy ending. [Contains: Selfharm / eating disorder / suicidal thoughts ] If you enjoyed this story, please vote, comment and follow me for more updates! *this story has a sequel: oh, Dan Find it on my profile :)

Life Is Precious, Just Like Him - Phil Lester X Depressed! Reader by noathenerd

You met Dan in College and became close friends, even dropped out at the same time as him because of overwhelming stress, and your Depression and Anxiety. Your parents won't take you back in because they're abusive and always have been, so you have no where to go. That is until Dan saves you and takes you in. At his place you met Phil and instantly there's something about him that makes you fall in love. Phil and you bond immediately and he promises to help you through your depression and other problems, no matter how hard it may be.

Incompetent (phan) by -phantasizing-

I breathed out, letting the air fan over his earlobe. Then I seductively whispered, "Don't be a hypocrite. You already have enough bad qualities. Prick." {or the one where Dan's a billionaire and Phil's struggling to get by} STARTED - 10/06/16 COMPLETED - 11/12/16

Danny's Girl (Phan) by SmolSalmon

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

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Night

"Life isn't temporary anymore and death isn't permanent, the lines so blurred it's best if you just avoid thinking about it." The world has ended. Humanity is on the brink of death. The apocalypse is real, has been for a long time now, and life will never be the same. Phil is afraid, afraid of losing his one tie to this world that despite it all keeps him going with the desire to keep them both alive, with a love he can't admit. Dan is worn down but determined, not willing to give in despite the overwhelming circumstance. He'd sooner die than lose Phil to anything. They look out for each other, separation is out of the question. In a world where everything familiar is dead and gone, just one person standing by your side can be the difference between sanity and chaos, and for the two of them, the other is that person. But how can love survive, when death is looming and one half doesn't even realize it exists? The world is a dangerous place, and even with the help of their not-quite human companion Cat and and group of newfound friends, there are new, unfound struggles in store for the pair and a secret neither of them will see coming. The objective is simple: stay alive. Doing so, however, is easier said than done. ~COMPLETED 11/6/2018~