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Because I'm Insane || Dan Howell

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Reads 374
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Parts 13
Time 2h 17m

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❝I wanted nothing more than to hear his heart beat next to my ear, his long fingers combing through my long hair as his British tipped accent hushes me into slumber. I'd grip tightly onto his dorky shirt, heavily breathing in his aftershave that still lingered on his neck, soothing my cry-exhausted lungs - the smell of home. Everything would be perfect and normal, I'd still be will him; my world in my arms.❞

~ Sequel to Because I'm Different ~

I do not own any of the real-life people, products, places etc, in this fan-fiction. 

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Unbroken || Dan Howell x reader by secretlyhomicidal

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[COMPLETE] dan can't feel emotions, but phil makes him feel things he has never felt before. ❝ you're not supposed to feel emotions. ❞ ❝ funnily enough, phil, you make me feel them. ❞ ~au, lowercase intended~ ~ #174 in phan as of 10/1 ~

Depression//Phan by bluetroyee

(tw: s*lf-h*rm, mentions of s*lf-h*rm, d*pr*ss*d scenes. May be triggering for some. Read at your own limit, please!) Phil Lester, a boy who's falling into depression slowly. And soon, his depression may end up falling to deep. He gets hateful and rude comments on his videos that he posts to YouTube. He even gets hate on Twitter, Facebook, and Tumblr. What did he ever do to them? What did he do to deserve any of this?? His flatmate Dan doesn't know about Phil's depression, however. All he knows (thinks, rather) is that his best friend is staying strong through all of the hateful things he gets from people. But in reality, that's not what Phil is doing at all. He's not staying strong through the hate. He's just faking the smile for Dan so he wouldn't get so worried about him. Sure, Dan might be able to crack some real smiles out of him once in a while, but not every time. He also wears long sleeves and thick bracelets to hide the scars of his pain. He acts like his normal quirky, adorable, funny, weird self when making YouTube videos, when around his friends and family, when having a meet-up with fans (or just being around them in general), when out in public, etc. Phil hadn't told anyone at all about his depression. And he probably wouldn't anytime soon, either. His fans didn't know, his friends didn't know, his family didn't know, Dan didn't know... nobody knew. But one day, would people push him over his limit? Would Dan be able to save him in time? © 2016 by bluetroyee. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

You Look Happier by Behind-The-Curtain

(NOTE: Yes, I know the timeline and facts are going to be a little bit off, it's a story, not an autobiography - don't come at me lol - just enjoy! Thank you for reading.) Dan and Phil were just two nerdy guys who became friends online, and began making YouTube videos for their own hobby and joy. Little did they know just how big it would become over the many years. In these years, they had poured in so much hard work, and dedication, only to face the toxicity of the internet amongst fans. Yet, they navigated their way through everything, pushing through and battling their own mental health in the process. But happens when Dan isn't content just being friends.. how could he possibly navigate that? "This was the most fun I've ever had."

Incompetent (phan) by -phantasizing-

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Tear In My Heart |-/ Phan (COMPLETED) by kittentastic

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