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Because I'm Insane || Dan Howell

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Reads 365
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Parts 13
Time 2h 17m

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❝I wanted nothing more than to hear his heart beat next to my ear, his long fingers combing through my long hair as his British tipped accent hushes me into slumber. I'd grip tightly onto his dorky shirt, heavily breathing in his aftershave that still lingered on his neck, soothing my cry-exhausted lungs - the smell of home. Everything would be perfect and normal, I'd still be will him; my world in my arms.❞

~ Sequel to Because I'm Different ~

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Tinder - D.JH. by yuhsuga

[COMPLETED] (This was written before Dan came out! I am in no way meaning to invalidate his sexuality, I love him to death!) Based on Dan's video, "Would you date THE REAL Dan?" but it takes a twist. Said video has since been deleted due to an user request to Tinder's app. Rest in peace, Would you date THE REAL Dan?, 2017-2017. Forever in our memories, but never quite taking it to our hearts. Best Ranking: #1 in #danielhowell Warning: Contains sexual content and some other graphic imagery. ©yuhsuga, 2017

Night by writtennotsung

"Life isn't temporary anymore and death isn't permanent, the lines so blurred it's best if you just avoid thinking about it." The world has ended. Humanity is on the brink of death. The apocalypse is real, has been for a long time now, and life will never be the same. Phil is afraid, afraid of losing his one tie to this world that despite it all keeps him going with the desire to keep them both alive, with a love he can't admit. Dan is worn down but determined, not willing to give in despite the overwhelming circumstance. He'd sooner die than lose Phil to anything. They look out for each other, separation is out of the question. In a world where everything familiar is dead and gone, just one person standing by your side can be the difference between sanity and chaos, and for the two of them, the other is that person. But how can love survive, when death is looming and one half doesn't even realize it exists? The world is a dangerous place, and even with the help of their not-quite human companion Cat and and group of newfound friends, there are new, unfound struggles in store for the pair and a secret neither of them will see coming. The objective is simple: stay alive. Doing so, however, is easier said than done. ~COMPLETED 11/6/2018~

Forever Yours, Daniel ✹ Phan (Sequel to House Plants) by klutzyvegetarian7

SEQUEL TO HOUSE PLANTS... Please read House Plants first before reading this. Do not continue to read this description if you have not read the beginning story. This contains SPOLIERS!! ************ (Phil's POV) After Dan's accident, he wasn't the same. He had healed properly, but his personality grew dark when the police began their hunt for the criminal who put Dan in the hospital. He never looked at me with the same passion he once did. We would kiss, we would have sex, but he was always upset. When I asked him what was wrong, he claimed there was nothing wrong. He didn't know I saw his wrists and thighs. ************* Warning: Self harm, suicide, and sex.

Tear In My Heart |-/ Phan (COMPLETED) by kittentastic

The lights of the stadium dimmed and all that could be heard for a few moments was the roaring, chanting of the crowd. "T...O...P...T...O...P...T...O...P" They repeated as if they were verbally beckoning them to their execution under the guillotine. Every night felt like it could be the last. Dan took a deep breath against the wall and pulled his black ski mask over his head. It became a part of him, an identity. The musical intro began and the lights began to flash. Red, white, black. Dan pushed himself off the wall and counted to ten. He heard the crowd scream, followed by a drum beat. This was his queue. He blacked out all of his thoughts and walked out in front of the blinding lights. Screams erupted from the crowd; his mic lowered and Dan fell into character. Trigger Warning: Mentions of mental disorders, depression, schizoaffective disorder, alcohol, violence, death

why me? | phil lester x reader by nuesst

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Exposed by flameme

-Kickthepj x reader- First off, you're a girl. You're 25 years old. You have a lot of secrets. First secret, you're ArrowTheGeek. A successful YouTuber, specifically vlogger, who keeps her identity a secret. Second secret, you have social anxiety. Third secret, you like Pj Liguori. When you finally move to England, you whole life changes. You meet new people and get to live the dream. But is this really what you wanted? *Trigger warning. Panic attacks. Anxiety.* Also, logic doesn't exist

Oh, Phil by phanisokay

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hopeless || phan [complete] by moopya

[COMPLETE] dan can't feel emotions, but phil makes him feel things he has never felt before. ❝ you're not supposed to feel emotions. ❞ ❝ funnily enough, phil, you make me feel them. ❞ ~au, lowercase intended~ ~ #174 in phan as of 10/1 ~

Undercover (Phan) by phansauce97

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Tinder - D.JH.

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