Perfectly Wrong | S.M

I turn my body facing him, "You left me okay, Shawn!" I yell causing him to look at me shocked, "I was so in love with you and you left me" I tell him

He screams, "Fuck Layla!" He yells, "If i could have taken you in my suitcase i would have, i'm sorry i left you, okay? I'm sorry that i tried to forget you but i didn't, because you're impossible to forget"

"What do you want from me?" I ask

He looks at me, tears in his eyes. I started to feel bad, i shouldn't but i do.

"I just want forgiveness" He tells me

I shrug my shoulders, "Fine, you're forgiven. Now get out of my life, you left once another time won't hurt"

He shakes his head, "I don't believe you don't love me anymore"

I put a piece of hair behind my ear, "I will always love you, but i'm not in love with you anymore Shawn"

He leans back and looks out the window. I watch him as he shakes his leg, "You hate me, don't you?" He asks

The word hate means a lot to me, i've never hated anyone, not even my dad when he left me. Hate is a strong word that shouldn't be thrown around.

I stare at the wheel, "I don't know, i really don't know" I mumble as a tear falls down my cheek