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Loving Thantophobia
(n). Embracing the fear of losing someone you love.
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It happens.
Doesn't matter what time or place.
Eleanor Curtis falls in love. The thing is: Love does the opposite and betrays her. She finds it harder to love. Because in the end she knows she's going to lose.
She fears losing the ones she gives her heart to.
Though, can you blame her after what Thomas did?
After what Ezekiel did?
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"Life isn't a fairy tale, Eleanor." -Thomas Jenkins
"You can never fake a smile with me." -Ezekiel Emerson
"I can't lose you now... Please, don't be afraid." -Cedrick Gonzalez
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