Harder Than You Know (Harry Styles fanfic)

Dear Harry,

i just wanna thank you for being the greatest boyfriend in the world. i'm so sorry i cant make it, i cant keep my promise to always be with you, i cant give you what you want from me, i cant spend more days with you, and im sorry i cant be the best for you.

thank you so much for being there for me whenever i needed you. you were always making me smile with just doing nothing, you always brightened my worst days, you always gave me unexpected things, you made me feel special. you know what Harry? you were the reason i could be staying for that long. you taught me how to appreciate everything in life even if it were bad, you taught me how to forgive people although they were being so mean to us, and you taught me not to take life for granted. i actually could never thank you enough.

i'm finally free, i'm happy, no more fears and tears, just happiness. i want you to move on with your life. i'd like to see you spending lovely time with the girl of your life. i want you to find a girl who will treat you like how you treated me. be happy and live your life, Harold. promise me you'll be fine.

take care of your family, the boys, our Zorry and of course your own self. this is not a goodbye cause there never be goodbye's, right? we'll meet again eventually, and only time will tell.

please tell Louis, Niall, Zayn, and Liam i love them to pieces and i thank them so much.

i love you, cheeky boy. ill never leave you alone, ill always be in your heart every single time like i have been for these last years.

-Zoey