His Assistant [h.s.] •HOLD

I was there when he got drunk. I was there when he didn't know what meeting he was scheduled to have the next day. I was there when he needed to break down and the world became a little too much.

Being an assistant of a man who's idolized and adored by so many is not easy. It's not easy seeing the man I love everyday and not be able to express that. It's not easy having his emerald eyes look at me and wished they'd look a little longer - just a little.

In my eyes, he's a sensitive person, more sensitive than how the world makes him seem. He's a person that gets all giddy when the sun's about to set. He rubs his knees when he gets nervous. He runs his fingers through his wavy brown hair when he's overwhelmed. He has his days where he didn't want to be around anyone because he didn't feel attractive enough. He's beautiful to me, so beautiful.

In his eyes, well, I don't know if he notices the little things about me like how I notice his. In his eyes I'm just his assistant and that's all I'll ever be.
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