Maybe I Should Kill Myself
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Last published Sun, May 25, 2014
Destiny raked the blade across her wrist. She thought she deserved it. This time she had cut deep. She laughed at the pain she couldn't feel. Her white muscle was slowly getting pink. Then her blood spilled over her wrist. She cried. Her tears mixed with her blood as she tried to silence herself.
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She tried to get better. But it didn't work. While she falls in love again and again and gets hurt by numerous people, she keeps on trying.
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A.N.
Trigger warning, Some sexual things, some graphic parts.
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