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Don't Let Go. Please Don't Let Go.

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Parts 35
Time 1h 36m

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Hey this is my first story so bare with me and I can't spell for my life .

These are not my og characters (obviously) this is just a fanfiction.


James Madison loves Thomas Jefferson. He doesn't want anyone to have him. He will fight and kill for his Thomas. Not even Hamilton can get in his gay I mean way.

Thomas Jefferson is in a relationship with his best friend. He can't escape too many people have been hurt or died because of it. Because of him. But yet again he had fallen for one Alexander hamilton.

John Laurence (is that how you spell it?) is insane. He had friends but shut them out cuz Alex was his. Alex was his baby girl , even  is she wants to be a boy, even if she wants to see her friends. She won't she can't. He won't let her. He won't let. her.go.

Alexandra Hamilton has fallen for one Thomas Jefferson his enemy a man he despised since the beging. Alex wants to be a boy. Nobody will let her be a boy. After years and years and years of abuse she finds John. She is happy for a year. then it's back to being abused again. Then she finds Thomas.All Rights Reserved

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BitterSweet (Jamilton Teacher Au) by dementia794

This is just your regular old Teacher Au with our favorite political boys. Imagine this: Alexander Hamilton is a 28 year old 4th grade teacher. He's grown to be more bitter as his wife had died in child birth less than two years prior while having their third child. Living as single parent to three is more stress than he'd ever suspected and all he wanted was someone who understood how he felt. Thomas Jefferson was the Senator of Virginia, he recently took a break from politics to begin a writing career in New York City. The 35 year old has two daughters, the youngest just happening to have the most beautiful man for a teacher he's ever seen, yet his late wife had made him promise to never marry ever again. Perhaps he's thinking to far ahead, but before he knows it, the teacher seemed to have a burning hatred after their first meeting was started off bitterly. Will Thomas be able to fix things or will his attempts crash and burn? Discontinued, never touching this again, dont ask lmfao

All Of Me (Jamilton) [COMPLETED] by 3bubblebees

Alexander has always hated Thomas. They argued over small things, like how Jefferson should stop wearing his hair up because he looks like Lafayette, to things that their whole grade depended on. But, when Alex and Thomas go through a series of traumatic events, they slowly get closer and begin to realise that they may have feelings for each other. Also there's only 30 actual chapters, sorry :/ CREDIT TO WHOEVER MADE THE ART FOR THE COVER!!! I DO NOT KNOW WHO THE ARE, BUT FULL CREDIT TO THEM

Tango by Full_Of_Shame

"Please - promise me that you're not lying because I swear to you, Thomas. If you break my heart-" Alexander and Thomas have been at war for way too long. What if they gave each other a chance? Call me Hamil-trash if you want, I'm jumping on the bandwagon. I don't actually ship these characters but something in me just needs to write this story and get it out of my head. Here's an AU between Hamilton and Jefferson that will become an Mpreg. If you don't like it, just don't read it.

Broken- And Fixed Again- (A Jamilton Fanfic) by wolfspirit2865

Thomas Jefferson is broken. And the one person who was supposed to love and protect him no matter what is the reason behind it all. After four years with the abusive boyfriend he's known all of his life, Thomas is finally ready to give up. He can no longer take the suffering he's forced through every single day, the things he endures simply because it's what's expected of him. All of his friends have turned their backs on him, all of the things he enjoys is ripped from his hands. And he's finished with it all. So what happens when a distant memory from his past returns, offering a helping hand? - Modern AU College AU - (WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS ABUSE, VIOLENCE, MINOR SEXUAL ACTIONS, AND IMPLICATIONS OF RAPE) Completed as of 9/30/18 Editing started as of 06/09/20 Editing completed as of 10/14/21

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♡In Your Dreams♡ (Jamilton) by Artzee_Dorito

When the quiet college student Alexander Hamilton arrives at Kings College, he automatically feels like something was gonna go completely wrong. Similar to most things in the young boy's life. Unfortunately, his suspicions were correct. He found out he had to share a dorm with none other than his enemy from high school, Thomas Jefferson. Thomas had bullied Alex countless times during their senior year of high school, (when Alex transferred,) and Alex hadn't gotten over it when he saw him again. I mean, who would be all cool with their roomie that made them cut themselves? But anyways, over time, Alex notices that Thomas isn't the basic bully that he seems, and there's a lot more to him that what he previously saw. And the more of Thomas he saw, the more he started to love him. Would Thomas return those feelings? Or would he make Alex's life a living hell for confessing his feelings? (DISCLAIMER!! I was 11 or 12 when I wrote this and had no grasp on the proper language and behavior for fanfic. I said a lot of inappropriate stuff in this book, and I have altered what I could in light of becoming older and recovering from the really awful experience that made me act out the way I did. Some parts are important to the story, so I can't erase them. But I will put trigger warnings for almost smut and self-h*rm. And maybe some stereotypes and insensitive language, as I was uneducated about lgbtq and how it can be appropriately represented by a straight woman. To anyone I've made uneasy in any way, I'm sorry. I was a real annoying and inappropriate writer. I've been a lot more friendly about my books since this, and my family and friends have helped me see how mentally messed up I was when I was writing this. I feel sick to my stomach thinking I once wrote like this and conducted myself in this manner. Please forgive me. I've learned a lot in the four years since I wrote this. Ily all, and happy reading <3)

The Past { Slight Jamilton} ~Completed~ by checkers65

Before his dad left, Alex and his brother used to be a part of their dad's secret spy agency. He loved that life. Thanks to his dad's wealth, he and his brother had non-human hearing, sight, and strength. They were superhuman. But his dad left when he was 10, and he's in his last year of college now. He missed the thrill. But what if people from his past want him to give up what he has now for the life he loved? yes, this is jamilton (kinda) i think i'll change the title...i dont rlly like it college au soulmate au (when you touch, you see colors) spy au (i got the inspiration for a spy au from @jamsandhams or Ava on instagram but its not totally the same.)

Philophobia [Jamilton] by FlowerLafayette

Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs

Save Me·Jamilton by MicahArctic

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Only Know You Love Him When You Let Him Go by coffeeflavoredtearz

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