Cutting Paper with a Knife
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Last published Tue, Jan 15, 2019
[GORE, AND DEPRESSION TRIGGERS IN FUTURE CHAPTERS]
Izaya Black, a seemingly normal boy with a horrible guilty pleasure. He writes death notes. Death notes to random people he met or saw walking on the street about how he'd kill and torture them, it makes him somehow feel lighter when he writes. On the other side of town lives another boy, Oliver McClain, who is completely opposite from Izaya, but exactly the same in so many ways. The two become friends but Izaya starts to develop feeling, but will they be returned after what Oliver has seen? Will Izaya ever follow through with his notes?
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